It was a interesting movie though we both agreed it didn't truly understand D/S relationships and *spoiler alert* the ending was so ridiciliously dumb. But it is worth a rental if your interested and both Miss Beth and I agreed that the star, French film star Lizzie Brochere who is slowly becoming a star here is insanely hot and is very believeable as a end of life nurse who also secretly is a professional Dominatrix.
What was more interested IMO is what happen to me after the movie. *Spoiler Alert* In an earlier scene, Sophie (Lizzie Brochere's character) is called away from a session to take care of a dying Woman. As She does, Sophie locks Her slave in a cage for the time being.
Why is this significant? Like I stated before, I have some limits and even though it's not a hard limit, I sometimes struggle with being locked in a cage due to be slightly claustrophobic. Miss Beth is aware of this therefore it's not often She locks me in our cage or truly long periods of time. But something click for me in the movie. As I watched it (and for awhile afterwards), I kept thinking about that scene. She locked in a cage and left. Just left the apartment to take care of a dying Woman so who knows when She will be back. But he trusted Her so much that he was fine with it. So a couple nights ago I was looking at Miss Beth as She was sleeping. And I realized that I really do trust Miss Beth with everything including my own life. Therefore Monday Night, I asked Miss Beth if She would locked me in the cage more often and for longer periods of time (assuming of course that would please Her). She was a bit suprised by my request but also happy..
Miss Beth: "Are you sure your okay with that?"
Me: "Yes Miss Beth if it will please You more."
Miss Beth: "It will".
So fast forward to today. I am finishing folding the laundry on the living room couch. I look up and see my Wife holding my collar...and leash. I immediately got my knees without saying a word knowing the routine and got into position.
She took me down the stairs and into our dungeon. I wasn't sure what She had planned but as Miss Beth drag me to the cage, I knew.
Miss Beth: "I'll come down and get you when I am ready". is all She said.
I lost track of time but I had to be done there close to two hours, just locked up in my cage. There was a point I felt a bit anxious but it went away pretty quietly. About the biggest problem was I had to pee for the last 30 minutes or so LOL! Other then that, it was beautiful. And ironically I felt more safe and loved then I did submissive and humiliated. A very odd feeling considering where I was.
I also have pushed my limits in other areas, a few I talked about (Crossdressing and peggings) and one I haven't which I hope to address down the road. And like I said, checkout "After Winter Fall". We love to hear others thoughts on it!
I, too, am claustrophobic. When i was in Korea, the first time we were shot at by mortar rounds, i happened to be closet to a culvert. As soon as rounds started zooming in, the sargeant yelled to take cover. (I was a medic attached to a combat engineering batalion) I, of course, dove into the culvert. Immediately, others began piling in from both ends and i was forced deeper and deeper towards the center with no chance to get out until others found it reasonable to get back out into the open. I was having a horrible time just keeping my mind under control. i was near panic. From that time on, i never went into another culvert, or even a closed in bunker. i preferred hiding on level ground when fired upon.
ReplyDeleteLater, after i got out of the service, my work often required me to crawl into very tight situations. i could control my emotions under those conditions as my containment was related to my trade and I was interested in what I was doing. Even so, i had to constantly fight myself for self control.
I have tried to get my dear wife interested in WLM but she is not interested. I have, foolishly, at one time, asked her to tie me down with a sight restricting mask over my face to help me to fight my claustrophobic tendencies. Wow! that created a minor explosion. I have just about given up on getting her interested in and D&S activities. We do love each other, it is just that we grew up in a different time with different attitudes instilled. Oh well. I can still dream
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A suggestion. Try and get Her to read "50 Shades Of Grey". If She gets excited by it, then you can act it out and eventually role reverse. My Wife did that with a few GFs who were too nervous to dominate their men. Once They got a taste of it though, They gotten hooked. Once a Woman feels that power over a man just once, She can never go back IMO!
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Yes, baby, that happened to me. The very time I snaped my fingers to have a man drop to the floor I was hooked. It took me a while to understand the emotions. Having power over men was never something I wanted. And yes, a cage or a kennel is a great tool in a femdom marriage. In the privacy of a home a locked husband is toatlly under the control of his wife. It helps him develop a stong sense of trust in his wife's authority. Locked in a kennel a wife quite literally controls the keys to her man's life.
ReplyDeleteLove, Kathy
Thank You Mistress Kathy for not reading the blog but taking the time to give Your thoughts on a post.
DeleteTo be honest, I really am beginning to love the cage. I been in it before on occassion and it was something I just had to endure before. Now its something I find as therapy as I focus on our Femdom marriage while looking to be a better submissive husband and at the same time, feeling safe and loved by my powerful wife. Frankly I been enjoying the feeling of being overpowered and dominated by Her more since She made a Househusband then I ever have before, scary as that seems since I been so happy ever since the day I submitted to Her.
Please stop in and write again Mistress Lisa. Your strength, power, knowledge and beauty is most welcome here and any words from You are truly treasured!
Mr. Beth
You have mentioned many times about the day you finally submitted to your wife.
DeleteA while back, you promised us you would write about that moment in time.
Here you have hinted at it again
I, for one, would like to know how it came about.
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Observing,
DeleteAsk and you shall receive! I didn't write as much details as I wanted too but I figured, if anyone had questions - they could ask! Enjoy!!
Mr. Beth