Thursday, June 28, 2012

A Dominate Woman Knows Best....

Last Sunday morning started off like any other really. I got up early and made breakfast while my Wife slept. When She got up, I had it all ready for Her. We ate together and talked before I cleaned up and got Miss Beth a cup of tea which She decided to drink while watching "Sunday Morning" on CBS and reading the Sunday paper. I went to do my chores. After a while Miss Beth, call out to me and said to join Her in the living room:

Miss Beth: "Kneel next to me".
Me: "Yes, Miss Beth". I say as I take my place next to our big lazyboy chair She loves to sit in and look up at Her.
Miss Beth: "How have you been feeling lately, you may speak the truth?"
Me: "Good Miss Beth, just a bit tired but that is expected. We have a lot going on".
Miss Beth: "I think it's more then that. I think your physically sick".
Me: "No Miss Beth, I am just tired. I had a lot going on at work with us finally breaking ground on a big project, preparing for the 4th of July party we are having, helping with Miss Jessica and Scott's training and of course, trying to be the best submissive husband I can be too you".
Miss Beth: "But you had a lot on your plate before and always served me perfectically. You been dragging your ass lately even though you been sleeping well".
Me: "Maybe I just did a day off Miss Beth, I will snap out of it."
Miss Beth: "That might be the case but your going to rest all day today and see the doctor tomorrow. No questions asked!"
Me: "Yes Miss Beth".
And before I can even blink, Miss Beth picked me up and threw me over Her shoulder carrying me off to bed. I would have been turn-on but I was truly so exhausted I just laid on top of Her like a ragdoll before She place me down in our bed and pull over our sheets.


She then quickly called our doctor at home (She is also one of Miss Beth's clients) and talked with Her about my symptoms and what my Wife has been noticing about me. I then also talked with my doctor for a few minutes and went over how I been feeling. "Just rundown, lack of energy but most likely just had too much on my plate. I will be fine after a day of rest" I tried to convince Her. She was not buying it and order ..I mean told me to head over to Her office first thing tomorrow morning and I should stay in bed for the rest of the day. I did as I was told and stayed in bed all day Sunday. I mostly slept though tried to get out of bed so I could do my chores but Miss Beth kept ordering me to stay. The next morning, Miss Beth reschedule Her appointments and took me to the doctor. And after a careful examination (which was ridicilously hot since my Wife stayed in the room while I got examined by an attractive Female doctor) and some lab tests, I found out early Tuesday morning I had mononucleosis. The first thought was that Miss Jessica gave to me since She is the only Woman I kissed on the mouth other then my Wife and Miss Beth has not been sick. But Miss Beth had called Miss Jessica the night before and She wasn't sick at all. My doctor assured me I could have gotten it someplace else specifically at our neighborhood pool. Miss Beth was relived it wasn't anything else and has been insanely nuturing to me, almost motherily. But I also been suspended from all household chores (She called our service to come twice this week along with Scott, Miss Diana's submissive boyfriend to pick up the slack), cooking (My Wife has been cooking along with getting takeout) working at the office (only from home and a limited time each day), no playtime/sex (I really would not have the energy for it anyrate) or blogging other then commenting on other blogs I follow until today.

So I pretty much been at home this entire week resting. Miss Beth has allowed some family and friends to visit me. Most notably, Miss Jessica has called me a few times and has visited me twice. It is amazing that even at 18, She is so mature and so sweet. Miss Jessica made sure that while Miss Beth was at work and training, I was being a good boy and following Her instructions and resting. She also made sure I had company as we talked and relaxed. I truly value my relationship with Miss Jessica. It has been a total suprise and really a revelation this summer. It has helped me understand just how far Female Superiority reaches. I had no idea that a Woman that young could easily dominate and control an older successful man. And not to make a big deal out of it either. Also, Miss Di has been by to check on me and visit. Again, I am just awed on how caring and amazing She is. Our relationship is truly unlike I can ever imagined could happen and I will See Her as my second Superior Wife to the day I die. And yet, none of these visitors including Miss Diana and Miss Jessica were a suprise. I suspected that They would want to come over at least once and/or call if Miss Beth approved of it.




What did suprise me was my visitor yesterday: Mistress Eve. The reasons being are this -

1. Mistress Eve lives the farthest away out of all the visitors I have.
2. She is an extremely busy person.
3. *Most important* Out of all the "Women" in my Wife's life that is aware of my submission (Miss Di, Miss Kat, Miss Sammie and now Miss Jessica), I have the smallest non-D/S relationship with Her. All the other Women I know on a relationship seperate from D/S. Basically we are friends and in the case of Miss Di, She is like a second Wife/Mistress.

But Mistress Eve I would say is not really a friend. We don't have a relationship outside of a D/S one even though I know Her for close to six years now. Yet there She was, over my bed yesterday bringing me some vegan soup (Mistress Eve is a pure vegan) and talking with me. She even let me rest in Her lap for a bit as She stroke my hair. I really didn't what to make of it but I absolutely love it. I been wanting to get to know Mistress Eve on a more personal level since the very first time I saw Her (and yes, She wore a tight dark "leatherly" dress and high heels the first time we went and She does remind me of Anne Hathaway - hence the pic, LOL!). I doubt if it will lead to anything but if it does, holy crap! I know as a submissive husband, I can learn more and being a better sub. Mistress Eve would be a perfect teacher for that. I try not to make my mind wonder but I cannot help it. Perhaps I will have to serve Mistress Eve a bit more once Miss Jessica goes off to college (and starts working in the dungeon part-time) and now that Miss Di's submissive boyfriend, Scott is pretty much all-trained and Miss Di will not be needing my services...it would make sense. One could hope right!?


And then there is my Wife. How did She know I was sick? Miss Beth could have easily ignored my "dragging ass" as Shes put it and simply beat the shit out of me for lack of servitude? But She didn't. Instead, my Wife studied me further and realized that something was wrong with me even though I had no idea. And this whole week, She has been so lovely like I mention earlier. Taking care of all the things around the house, laying with me, spooning me, stroking my hair, massaging me, making sure there is plenty of healthy foods and liquids around when She is gone etc. God, what a Woman! Miss Beth is truly my world!! I tell everyday that I cannot believe a Woman so powerful and yet so lovely is to me. It makes me fall even deeper in love with Her if that is possible. I also promised Her that once I get better, "I will work even harder on being a better submissive husband". Her reponse, "I will hold you to that". I cannot fucking wait!!




Monday, June 18, 2012

More Mail!

1. Question: "Is Lindsay Lohan your celebrity DreamGirl since you use Her so much in the Miss Jessica posts?"

Answer: No no no no no silly, LOL! I use a "teenage" Miss Lindsay Lohan for Miss Jessica since She looks a lot like Her. While Miss Lohan is extremely beautiful, She is not my DreamGirl (and I should add, Miss Jessica does not act in way shape or forum like Lindsay Lohan, far from it LOL). I would say though that do have a fantasy DreamGirl and ironcially, it's the same as Miss Beth: Gina Carano. We also both think that Miss Carano is the protype of what a 21st Century is going to be: Beautiful, Intelligent, Sexy and can not only dominate a man emotionally and financially but physically as well.













2. Question: "Since you do the shopping, where do you normally go?"

There are a few stores that I do our shopping at, but the vast majority of what we buy comes from two stores: Costco Superstore and Whole Foods Market. And out of those two, I'd say the vast majority of the shopping I do for our household is via Costco. I know we are only two people it but we go through massive amounts of stuff. Her very high standards for my physical fitness combined with Her bodybuilding career makes it so we can go through a lot of food and liquids rather quickly. We also have buy our gas there along a lot of our furniture and even electronics. I use Whole Foods mainly for fresh foods and vegetables but even that I am going to Costco more now due to them having a wider selection of organic options at a much cheaper rate.

3. Question: "You said that you admitted a lot of embarrasing things to Miss Beth. Name some."

Well, it's been awhile since I actually done that but one of the more recent humiliating confessions to Miss Beth was that I been crushing a bit on Her older sister, Rebecca. I known Rebecca for quite a long time, I meet Her about three months after I started dating Miss Beth. While I thought She was very attractive and sweet, I never thought of Rebecca that way until several months ago. I think the reason being is that up until then, She and  Her family lived out of state. But that change last fall when they moved back here and now are about twenty minutes from us. Now, we see them all the time and I guess I saw a lot of the power that Miss Beth has in Rebecca. I tried my best to restrain myself but eventually, I started having some quick fantasies of Rebecca coming over while Miss Beth was gone and assume the role as HOH/Dominate Woman or even while Miss Beth was here - as entertainment. I never let any sexual fantasies pop into my head though; I had enough control for that thankfully. I confessed to Miss Beth a short time later at a "Power Session". She was more amused then upset though She did still punish me: 500 handwritten lines using a short pencil of "I will not fantasize about Rebecca without Mistress Beth's permission" and then I had to masterbate at Miss Beth's feet as I talked about the things I wanted Rebecca to do with me....but I couldn't cum. She ruined my organism, LOL! Now, Miss Beth just teases me about especially about this Sunday when we are going over to Her Sister's for a BBQ and swimming. I mean really tease me! And to be honest, it's very hot (And if you ever seen "Two And A Half Men", you know why I just that pic! :) ).


4. Question: "Has Miss Beth ever really humiliate you in public?"

Other then some stern looks and a couple times, pinching my leg I would say no. Miss Beth perfers my punishment and humiliation to be done privately. I think the closest we ever got to public humilation was an incident a few years back. We were on vacation and Miss Beth decided we were going to take a morning spin class (Yes, even on vacation Miss Beth has us workout unless it's a schedule day off or if it falls in one of the four weeks we take off each year which happens once every three months) before doing some sight seeing and then hitting the pool. The spin instructor was an absolutely goregous older Woman with beautiful blonde curly hair. She had to be in Her late forties but Her body was that of a Woman half Her age. I tried my best not to stare and gawk but for some reason, I couldn't help myself. The class went by and after I wipe down our bikes and put them away, I thought it was time to go shower and change in order to leave. Beth suprised me a bit by telling me to go some abs to make sure, "I don't fatten up on vacation". I went and did as I am told and as I did some crunches, I saw the two of them talking and laughing. I didn't think anything of it, maybe they were talking as two trainers. I finish my abs and we continued on. We change and left followed by a great day of sight seeing and at the pool. We get back to our room and got ready for dinner that night. Since we only had one bathroom in the hotel room, I let Miss Beth shower and stuff first. I follow and everything was normal except when I got out of the bathroom still a bit wet and only wearing a towel, I see my Wife with something....the trainer from this morning! I look at Miss Beth startled but She was having none of it, "Well don't just stand there like a fucking moron. Go and address Her like a Woman should in our household!" All I can do is nod my head and get on all four's. My towel fell off as I crawled over to Her and I begin kissing Her feet as I took Her heels off (She was wearing a nice dress & heels: Wherever Miss Beth had us going that night, it appeared She was going too). I welcome to our home and said I was at Her service. Her foot at first pulled back as I can tell She was really startled...like almost She thought it was a joke but then realized this was all for real. And eventually, She began to really enjoy it. She introduce Herself as Janet and I told Miss Janet as I kiss and massage Her feet that I was honored to meet Her. Miss Beth then order me to worship Miss Janet as She got ready. She then sat at the kitchenette table finishing Her makeup and getting dressed as I kiss and massage whatever bodypart Miss Janet felt like me doing, mostly Her feet, legs, back and arms. I was so humiliated. Here it was, a complete stranger brought into our house and She knows that I am a complete submissive slut for my Superior Wife. But I was also so turn on as I did whatever Miss Janet wished as Miss Beth watched, laughed and got ready. When Miss Beth was finished, I put Their heels on and stayed on my knees. Miss Beth stood me, grab a pair of handcuffs from the table....cuffed me and gave me a huge kiss. "Don't wait up for us!" She said with a wicked laugh. Ditto for Miss Janet. I was left to be in the room for the rest of the night handcuffed and naked. And all I had to eat was some healthy snacks and protein bars to go along with water while Miss Beth & Miss Janet went to eat at a steakhouse and my guess..dance the night away. I went to bed early and never heard Miss Beth come home that night but I assume it was very very late. LOL!

5. Question: "Have you ever tried to topple from the bottom with Miss Beth?"

Never. Miss Beth has/is/ever will be in complete control of our relationship. I would never try to topple Her from the bottom. My place in life is to be Her submissive husband. And to be completely frank, the thought has never once even thought to it. I know Miss Beth is my superior and I would feel sutpid trying to dominate Her even in a one hundred percent roleplay situation. Miss Beth is too much of a powerhouse to even think it, LOL!




And in since a lot of you are wondering, has Miss Beth ever submitted before just to see what it is like? The answer is yes. Not to a man but to another Woman. I believe it happened during Her training while in college. She has talk in general terms about it but never specifics other then it was both "a wonderful learning and gratifiying experience". Do I know who it was? She has never told me but I have good idea who it might have been. I believe it was Lady Stephanie who owned the Dungeon Studio before Mistress Eve did. Miss Beth has told me that it was a wonderful experience since it gave Her an understanding of what a submissive slave's life is like and what they go through She would never gotten had Miss Beth never tried it. I don't know if She still submits but you never know. I know if it tickled Her fancy one day, She have no problem doing it.







6. Question: "What is planned once Miss Beth's bodybuilding career ends?"


As of right now, Miss Beth is looking to retire from bodybuilding at the end of next year. That is why this year, She is planning on going to most of Her competitions without me and next year with me (so She experiences them one last time both as "Single" and a "Married" Woman in a sense). At the end of Her season next year, Miss Beth will be thirty and that is when She wants to start having kids. That will last until about She is thirty-sixand then after that Miss Beth "will see". I wouldn't be too shocked if She returned to bodybuilding in the over forty and in particular over fifty, classes.

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

My First Training With Miss Jessica Part II

As I got walk back to the dungeon, I noticed the clock on the wall stated it was just a bit past midnight. Doing the math in my head, I figured out that Mistress Jessica and I wrestled for about forty-five minutes without any real breaks. No wonder I am already sore I thought to myself as I entered the dungeon again and took my proper "Ready Position". As I knelt and faced the wall, several emotions hit me. I was very exicted about how the night was going and couldn't wait to see what happened next. That was tempermented though by being nervous since Mistress Jessica had already kicked my ass on the mats but promised it was just the start. I also wondered what Mistress Jessica was going to change into and if She enjoyed the strawberries that I cut for Her. But mostly, I was missing my Wife. I was throughly enjoying my time with Mistress Jessica (and hoped She was feeling the same) and I know Miss Beth was having a great time wtih Tom but still...I was missing Her greatly. She truly is my world and any time I am apart there is a pain in my heart that nothing will truly satisfy. I wanted to call Her so badly so I could tell Miss Beth how much I was missing Her and hope Her evening was going great but I did not wished to disturb Miss Beth while being with one of Her gentleman callers. That would be inappropriate. I waited for a while longer but soon enough, the door opened me and I could hear the *click* *click* of either high heels or boots on the floor. She had looked speculator in Her black high heels when we went out and wrestled earlier but I yet to see Mistress Jessica in knee high boots and well...I love knee high boots on a Woman so I was hoping She'd have a pair on. She shrutted around the room for a moment behind me before speaking:Miss Jessica: "You may turn around now and look".
Me: "Yes Mistress Jessica".


I turned around and my mouth nearly hit the ground. Okay, it hit the ground. Mistress Jessica was wearing a nearly identical SchoolGirl outfit that Linsday Lohan wore in "Mean Girls". Only She looked better in it. She also was wearing the knee high black boots which I was hoping for. I must have been drooling at that point.
Mistress Jessica: "I take you like it my servant".
Me: "More like love and adore Goddess Jessica".
Mistress Jessica: "Good boy".
Mistress Jessica walked around the room a bit watching and giggling as I just pinned for Her. She finally sat down on the chair throne over near the mats.
Miss Jessica: "Crawl to me slut and kneel before me, I wish to speak with you for a few moments before we continue on".  I did I was told and took a place kneeling in front of Her.
Me: "Is there anything you wish for me to do as we speak Mistress?"
Miss Jessica: "It be nice if you cleaned my boots with your tongue as we spoke, start with the toes on my right foot and work your way up. Don't miss a spot or my feet might get violent with you. You wouldn't want would you?"
Me: "Of course not, Mistress Jessica".

I then begin to worship Her boots starting with Her right toes. I worked my lips and tongue deliberately making sure I cleaned and worshipped each part throughly in order not to anger Miss Jessica feet and have them get violent. As I cleaned and worshipped, Miss Jessica and I talked:
Miss Jessica: "How did you enjoy the first half of our session?"
Me: *Between licks* "It was wonderful Mistress Jessica. You kicked my ass all over the mats.
Miss Jessica: "Good. Do you have any advice for me this second half?"
Me: "Not really Mistress Jessica. You are doing so wonderful, so powerful. If I could say one thing Mistress humbly, it be this. Being your going to get experienced sessioners like myself, you can turn it up both with the phyiscal and mental pain. We know our limits and know when we are in real trouble."
Miss Jessica: "Very well. I was hoping you would say that and thank you for the compliments. Is there anything you wish to ask me?"
Me: "Yes Mistress Jessica. What made You put on the SchoolGirl outfit. It truly is driving me crazy!"
Miss Jessica: "*Giggles*. A few reasons my bitch. I know future submissives will want to session with me in it since I am young. I also know it was a fantasy of yours to be beaten and dominated by the Girls in your High School. And of course, I read your blog *laughs out loud*.
Me: *Gulp*. "You did? Thank You Mistress. May I ask what you thought?"
Miss Jessica: "It's very good. Very erotic at points as well. I throughly enjoyed it so far".
Me: "What you think about what I said about you Mistress Jessica?" I asked nervously.
Miss Jessica" *Grabs my hair while in the middle of worshipping Her calf and pulls my head up to look directly at Her..and smiles*. "I was very flattered about what You wrote about me. I really do enjoy your company and look forward to this summer training with you. And I took as a compliment that you think I look like a young Lindsay Lohan".
Me: "With better muscles, brains, grace, sweetness and beauty".
Miss Jessica: "Oh heavens my slut. Now, your just kissing my ass. We will get to that later! *Laughs* But I do appreciate it."
She pulled me up more and gave me a big kiss, the biggest one we had so far before throwing me back down.
Miss Jessica: "Finish working over the boots my bitch. We have lots to do still".
Me: "Yes Miss Jessica, thank You. You are too kind with me".
I continued to worship Her boots until I finished polishing both with my tongue. After I  finished, She rubbed them on me body for a few moments before grabbing my hair again. Miss Jessica proceeds to grab my hair and stands. "Stand and walk with me". I do so and she dragged me over to the St. Andrew's Cross. For those who don't know what it looks like, here is an example:



Miss Jessica then began to tie me in using the straps. I notice She looked at me as She tighten. I nod to Her that She can make them tight. Mistress Jessica guides my hands and feet to each spot. It takes her a bit with the first one, my right hand but after that..She snapped them into place no problem. When Miss Jessica snapped the last one into place, my heart and body sunked. I was comletely vulnerable, clapped down to a cross naked in front of a Goregous Domiante Young Woman wearing a School Girl outfit. I hung there for a moment before She pulled in.............................
by the neck. Making me look deep into Her eyes, She began to play with me with Miss Jessica's free hand. Taking turns between teasing me with raking Her nails against my body, slapping my face and pulling on my very sensitive nipples. Mistress Jessica toyed with me both physcially and mentally:

Miss Jessica: "Now I got you complete vunerable, what should I do with you?"
Me: Whatever You wish Mistress".
Miss Jessica: "Hmmmmm I like the sound of that!"
Me: "Thank You Mistress, I only aim to please You".
Miss Jessica: "Good and watching you squirm and cry in agony pleasing me. Do you know why slut?"
Me: "Because I'm pathetic compared to You Mistress".  *Tries to look down*
Miss Jessica: *Pulls my head back up* "No...you are NOTHING compared to me. For all your hard work, dedication and abilites...it pales into what I do naturally..which is to be superior. And it turns you on so much doesn't my slut?"
Me: "Yes, Mistress".
Miss Jessica: "Awwwwwwwwwww isn't that a shame? A young little girl like me completely controlling, abusing and using you, this powerful big strong man?? *Slaps my face hard*
Me: "Thank You Mistress".
Miss Jessica: "Correct you should always thank Me."
Mistress Jessica continued to play with me like this for a bit, until She said:
Miss Jesscia: "I am going to break you down to nothing now. I already physcially and mentality broken you in half but now I must tear you down in every way possible until there is nothing left of you. Do you understand my bitch?"
Me: "Yes Mistress Jessica and thank you!"
Miss Jessica rubbed Her hands all over my body looking for a first place to attack. Finally She settled onto to my abs and smiled saying, "This will do" and began slamming punches into my exposed stomach!


*WHAM* "One! "Thank You Mistress!" I yelled as She nailed me with a hard left closed fist right in my stomach.
*BAM* "Two Thank You Mistress!" I barked as She hit me in the same way except with Her right. She then began to alternate between hands with each hard ass punch
*WHACK* "Three! Thank You Mistress!"
*BOOM* "Four! Thank You Mistress!"
*SNAP* "Five!" Thank You Mistress!"
*CRACK* "Six! Thank You Mistress!!"
She had the most evil grin on Her face, Mistress Jessica was truly enjoying this and took Her time. SEVEN...EIGHT...NINE.....TEN it would continue. I thank Her for each and with each one, I grunted a bit more. She talked a bit of trash between shots making sure that I was being beaten emotionally as well as physically. ELEVEN..TWELVE came right after another and I thank Her for both, my head was now started to hang. Mistress Jessica stopped for a bit and got some water. She took Her time and drank admirally Her work. My belly was pretty red already. "Open" She barked out and forced my mouth open. Mistress Jessica spat a bit of water in my mouth before letting me drink from the glass as She poured it into my mouth. "Thank You Mistress" is all I could say. She then began got up to hit me some more, I leaned in and said, "A bit more to the center please Mistress " as Her last few punches were a bit close to my ribs. Mistress nodded and thank Her for the quick moment of humbled guidance and proceed to give me twelve more, harder then earlier. By the time, we reach the twenties I was having a tough time getting the words out, the pain was so great and the wind had been knock out of me so greatly. I literally yelled the last three shots including the last one "TWENTY FOUR! OH GOD THANK YOU MISTRESS!". I then sagged even more as She smiled.  If She untied me, I would be unable to stand and instead fall right down to the ground and into the fetile position. But She wasn't even close to letting me down. Mistress Jessica then took another short breather and began to feel my body again. "MMMMMMM those abs are tight but I think they are mush now, aren't they" as She grabs them and I moan. "What do we have here?" She finally said as Miss Jessica grab hold of my hard cock which was stiff as a board. "Turn on where we by My belly punching?" She asked. "Yes Mistress Jessica, very much so!" I respond. "We shouldn't let your belly have all the fun, should we?" She said sadistically. I could not even get out a reponse before Mistress Jessica struck again.

*BAM* The dungeon felt like it shook as Mistress Jessica plants a hard right knee into my cock and balls. "One! Thank You Mistress!" I respond, in terrible pain. She knew not to hit me with full force but plenty of force still so that I was in terrible pain. I shooked so hard, the cross nearly moved. "Awwww, poor little men. Your dicks just can't take it, can they?" Mistress Jessica tormented me as She stroke and rub my cock with a violent motion..then gently. She then nailed with another hit, this time with Her left foot slamming those great knee high boots into me so hard, I thought it was going to enter me. "OH GOD! TWO!! THANK YOU MISTRESS". She just smiled and talked tons of trash, mostly about every man downfall is his penis..and that is where Women truly rule. I was in no shape to fight..or let's face it, wanted too. Mistress Jessica really took Her time both tormenting and being kind but eventually She busted me four more times *THREE* *FOUR* *FIVE* *SIX*. She gave me a moment of rest....but just a moment. Many enough time to
catch my breath and throw some water on my face. My body was breaking down like crazy and my cock and balls were on fire. Miss Jessica didn't say a word, just played with my hair and again...admired Her work. Before I knew it, She continue with ballbusting me...*SEVEN* *EIGHT* *NINE* *TEN* *ELEVEN* *TWELVE*. Each one seemed to break me more, each time I yelled out the number and thank Her....but each time it got more difficult. Her legs were like fucking sledgehammers, no doubt a combination of excerise, horseback riding and gymnistics. Miss Jessica gave me another break but a shorter one.
Miss Jessica: "Want some water my bitch?"
Me: "Thank You, Mistress Jessica..You are very kind!"
I opened my mouth and expect eventually to feel cool water come down..only it never does. Instead She pulls by my hair so we are close and She brings it slowly and cruelly.
Miss Jessica: "Too bad".
I dropped my head and thank Her regardless. Wow I think to myself, She is really getting into this. It's like Miss Jessica was born for this. My thoughts quickly fade as more pain enters me. *THIRTEEN* *FOURTEEN* *FIFITEEN* *SIXTEEN*..seemed to come in rapid fire mode. I am now drooling from my mouth, She pushes my mouth closed. "Quiet whinning, your just supposed to just take" She barks out. I nod and apologized so we continue on. We cross the *TWENTY* barrier and after around the *TWENTY-THREE* smash, I begin to lose consiousness. The pain is too much...my head now drops...eyes close...and I moan quietly. Not only where my cock and balls hurting but every part of me. She noticed it and immediately began to play with my hair:
Miss Jessica: "How are you doing?"
Me: "I'm okay Mistress Jessica, it's really starting to hurt. Your breaking me so easily".
She smiled and told me I can have a break before we move to another "activity". I nodded and just rested. Miss Jessica again asked me if I wanted water and this time, She gave it too me. She continued to play with my hair and rub Her hands on my broken body. Miss Jessica even kissed my cheeks and a quick peck on the lips. "Rest", She commands and leaves me for a few. I just let my body hang there. Both my cock/balls and belly feeling all red.


Miss Jessica made Her return in a few minutes. She went over to the table with all the "tools" on it and thought for a bit. "What to pick"....She said outloud. Miss Jessica picked up a few playing with it in Her and snapped it on Her opposite wrist, to see how much it hurt. Finally, She grabbed the riding crop and gave it a quick feel and snap. "This will do", She said to Herself before turning to me as I watched Her out of the side of my head. "Fitting isn't it...considering how much I ride horses" She said laughly. I just nodded and dropped my head in shame.

Miss Jessica: "Awwwwwwwww poor baby, are you scared?"
Me: "Yes Mistress Jessica very. Your power makes me want to shake in fear!"
Miss Jessica: "Music to my ears..dont worry hun. I won't hurt you...too badly".

She then comes over to me and plays around with my body looking for some soft spots. Finally, Miss Jessica began to snap the crop on my right nipple. Obviously, Miss Beth had taught Her well because well...my nipples are very sensitive. Miss Jessica began to either pull or snap them with Her riding crop. I moan out and took the pain for awhile but eventually...I had to use a safe word for the first time all night.."Yellow Mistress Jessica" I say softly as the pain was becoming too great. She immediately let go and rubbed my body for a bit, making sure I was okay. "Can you continue" Miss Jessica asked. "Yes Mistress Jessica, just needed a moment - thank you".  She let me rest for a moment before continuing.


Miss Jessica proceeded to work my body all over the place with Her riding crop. She either snap a long hard shot against a body part or several short ones. I yelled out with each one counting each count whereever....whenever She hit me. Mistress Jessica really whacked me around and in all different body parts. My nipples, belly, cock, legs, feet...even my knees, legs particuarly my thighs and even the side of my ass. I actually lost count on how many times She hit me therefore I took several "punishment whacks". She truly was taking me apart and eventually, I could not lift my head and I slumped down as I hung. Miss Jessica pauses Her beating and rubs my body. She rubbed it for what it seemed about 2 minutes including rubbing Her goregous one against mine. Then, Mistress Jessica said, "Next" and slowly but surely uncuffed me from the cross. After all four cuffs were done, I dropped to my knees and then fell forward but I caught myself so I went to all 4's.

I cough a bit more and She lets me relax. "Water" is all Mistress Jessica says. "No, Mistress Jessica thank you". I catch my breath and my body slowly stops screaming in pain. Mistress Jessica leans over and puts Her foot on my back:

Miss Jessica: "You know what I love to ride?"
Me: "Horses Mistress Jessica".
Miss Jessica: "Yes, but you know who are even better to ride?"
Me: "Men, Mistress Jessica".
Miss Jessica: "That is correct again! Very good. Men. And men have to be treated as same as horses. They needed to be broken both physically and spiritually. Have I done that to you?"
Me: "Yes Mistress Jessica! I am broken and now am yours".
Miss Jessica: Now, get on all 4's better and parade me around the room.
I nod and do as I am told. Mistress Jessica slides Her goregous ass on my back. I shake as She does and slaps my ass to get going. I do so and parade
Her around the room. We actually make two full turns around it before She finally barks out, "My throne my bitch". I nod and make my way there. I stopped and Mistress Jessica got off me like an amusement park horse.


Mistress Jessica proceeded to then sit on Her throne. I laid at Her feet for a bit before She finally commanded me: "On my lap face down pathetic man!". I nod and know exactly what She wants. I lay on top of Her and moan a bit as I do. My ass up in the air, I know what is coming. A replay of our first meeting except this time, I am in line for a lot more whacks then twenty-five! Miss Jessica: "You done well tonight my slave but you been a bad boy too and need to be punished for it." I knew exactly what She was talking about. My cock had been hard all night. *WHACK* She nailed me with a open hand. "One! Thank You Mistress Jessica". And so it began. One right after another. Some quick and several. Some light and soft. But Mistress Jessica showed no mercy both physically and mentally as She made me admit several embarrasing things:


Miss Jessica: "Do you want me my slut?"
Me: "No! Mistress Jessica, that wouldn't be proper!"
Miss Jessica: "LIAR BITCH!" *SMACK* *SMACK* "Tell the truth or I will beat you even worse!"
Me: "Oh God! Yes Mistress Jessica I DO I DO!"
Miss Jessica: *Smack* "How badly?"
Me: "So badly Mistress Jessica. Since the first moment you walk through Miss Beth's and I's home.
It's impossible not too! Your so beautiful, strong and smart. A Goddess!"

Mistress Jessica went back and forth between smacking me with Her open hand and riding crop. To go along with embarrasing me more:
Miss Jessica: *Smack* "Tell me how bad you want to dominate you?"
Me: "OH GOD THANK YOU MISTRESS JESSICA!" I'd say with a whimper "I want you to take a strapon and fuck me in order to take me your bitch completely".
Miss Jessica: *Smack* "Oh that sounds wonderful my bitch. You do realize that I am very well trained in using a strapon. Thanks to your wonderful Wife!" *Smacks *Smacks* *Evil laugh*
Me: "THANK YOU MISTRESS JESSICA!!"
I again lost count on how many whacks I took to my ass. But it was a lot. A good sixty I want to say. At the end, I was drooling from my mouth and could no longer even hold myself up across Her knees. I was slotched, drool all over me and moaning. Mistress Jessica then stood and had me drop to the ground. I fell over and laid there for awhile. She left the room (I assume to use the bathroom and get more water). I just laid there and moaned, my ass completely on fire and close to having marks. She finally came back and spoke but not before dropping Her foot on my back:


Miss Jessica: "We are off the clock essentially. We have finished everything I want to practice with you for now that I would use in a session. So I want your opinion. Either I can dismiss you for tonight and we just hangout for the night and have a great time with each other's company until we go to sleep. Or we continue on and go off the clock. And if we go off the clock, not everything we practice will be something I use in a session".

I could honestly feel my submission being dangled in front of me. In one aspect, I was getting a choice of whether or not I wanted to stop playing tonight. Even though I had much longer kink sessions with Miss Beth, it had been an intense first one with Miss Jessica. I could been happy just going to bed. But I knew She wanted more...much more. And so did I. My cock has been errect all night long and if She wanted to continue, I could too.
Me: "Whatever You wish Mistress Jessica. I am here to serve you!"
Miss Jessica: "Good little slut. Now rest for a few minutes before we continue on...and I'll make your head explode" *Evil Laugh*

Coming up: Final Chapter of "My First Training With Miss Jessica Part III - Off The Clock".








Thursday, June 7, 2012

My First Training Session With Miss Jessica (Part I)

Date night finally came and my first training with Miss Jessica was about to begin. I was nervous as I got ready and made some munchies for Miss Beth and Her gentleman caller, Tom who was going to arrive not too long after I left. I made sure everything was straighten, the spare bedroom was the way Miss Beth wanted it and left out a few tolietties for Tom like a fresh toothbrush, comb and contact solution (I also wear contacts). I then check my own bag to make sure I had everything I needed (a change of clothes for the following morning, tolietties, my contact stuff etc). It was about to be 6:30 PM and Miss Jessica was about to pick me up. I had already said my goodbyes to Miss Beth and gotten my last minute instructions, all I needed to do was wait....and get more nervous.

A few minutes pass by and Miss Jessica arrived sharply at 6:30. I answer it and there is no way other way to say it, She looked spectulator! An absosutely young powerhouse. She smiled as She said hello. I'd say hello back but other then that, I am not sure what to do since we never talked about how I should formally agree Her in person. Luckily, Miss Jessica wished to speak with Miss Beth so I knelt down and took off Her gorgeous stiletto black heels (and Her short black cocktail dress was even more stunning) and escorted Her upstairs to where Miss Beth was. I took my leave after I introduced Her and went back downstairs to wait. I have no idea what They said but I know it went well from the many giggles I heard from both of Them and how big of a smile Miss Jessica had after She came back down.

Miss Jessica: "Ready?"
Me: "Yes Miss Jessica, let me just grabbed my bag".

I did so and followed Her out to the car. I expected that we be taking my car but  he wanted to take Hers and She wanted for now, to drive. I nodded and open the door for Her and then went around, dropped my bag in the back seat and headed off in Her very nice Black Ford Mustang convertible. As we drove, we had a very nice discussion including several laughs and we both stated our exicted we were about tonight. About half way though, She notice something that I was doing intentionally:

Miss Jessica: "Matt, your not looking at all right now. Why is that? You may speak freely". (The Women talk Miss Jessica the difference in a submissive speaking freely and not speakly freely and how it is best to let them right up front).
Me: "I am sorry Miss Jessica but I still feel bad about gauging over You during our coffee meeting and do not wish to make the same mistake twice especially how insanely beautiful and powerful You look tonight."
Miss Jessica: "Oh that is sweet, do you wish to have permission to stare at me tonight?"
Me: "Yes Miss Jessica".
Miss Jessica: "Then ask silly!" LOL!
Me: "May I please have permission to stare at You tonight Miss Jessica. Your beauty is too powerful to resist and I do not to be a bad boy".
Miss Jessica: "You may dear. Tell you what" *Pulls Her steeling wheel up a bit*. "You can put your head on my lap as I drive. I can tell your a bit nervous; it will help you relax".
Me: "Thank you Miss Jessica, I am".

I put my head on Her lap as She drives us to dinner. I was in total awe. We were not even twenty minutes into our date and already Miss Jessica was in total control and even making me feel comfortable when that was supposed to be my job. She even played with my hair at stops and whisper once, "You will do fine tonight". My cock was so hard already, I hope I wasn't going to pass out during dinner from all the blood flowing out, LOL!

She instructed me to put my head up as we got close to the resturant. She valeted the car and you would have thought a movie star was going through the doors and into the place. Everyone stopped and admired Miss Jessica. I walk next to Her but a slight step behind (a suttle but meaniful symbolic gesture). She actually took charge and told the matradee of our arrival. We were seated quickly and I pushed in Her chair as I scurried the matradee away to do it and handled Miss Jessica the menu.

We had an extremely nice dinner. The conversasion was fun and easy going. Miss Jessica decided on what appitizier and dessert we would split, then quietly gave me two options for dinner that She wished me to have. I ordered for myself but She did the other orders. I was embarrased a bit as our waiter took the appitizer/dessert orders. A Teenage Woman was essentially ordering for a grown man but after awhile it didn't bother me. He didn't have a clue of who we were therefore it wasn't any of his business. Other then that, it was a very pleasant dinner. We talked and laughed for much of it just like we had our previous times. I thought about ordering wine or champagne but I knew our next step we would be drinking so there was no reason too pushed it now especially since the waiter might give me a hard time about Miss Jessica's age. We took our time and enjoyed our meal though Miss Jessica dominated the dinner. Whatever She wanted to talk about or not talk, we did. It was quite lovely actually. I picked up the tap as previously agreed upon and She asked if I was ready for stop number two? I was and we took our leave.

I got the car from valet but again, She drove so I sat myself down (the valet took care of Her door) and off we went to a night club. Now since Miss Jessica is only eighteen, this would normally be a tricky situation to get Her in except I have a few connections and I made pre-arrangements to get in through the VIP which is located in the back and has no bouncers (just a doorman with names on a list). I showed Her where to park and after we got out and I opened the door for Her. Miss Jessica slowly dropped Her goregous legs out and we made our way to the door. The security guard knew me from previous visits (I been there several times with Miss Beth and even some of our friends). I slipped him a nice tip quietly and off we went. The bar was jumping and (laugh all you want) I immediately put in two small earpieces that helped block the sound. Miss Jessica laughed Her cute ass off but ultimately understood that consistent loud noises like that would bother me for days. I grabbed us a table upstairs in the VIP section which overlooked the club and got us a few drinks. We cheered to Her now found power (nobody could hear us over the noise) and we sat back and chatted. After awhile, She sat next to me on the couch and order me to rub Her shoulders. I did as I was told and could feel Her strong athletic body as I rubbed. We talk a bit more through the noise but mostly I rubbed and we finish our drinks. She then stood up and grab me by the hand pulling me up. "Let's dance baby!" She yelled.

I could barely keep up with Her as She raced to the crowd dance floor downstairs. We found a bit of room towards the corner and started to dance. I kept my distance as She shrutted Her stuff which was a sight to behold. Her body was just made for physical prowless I thought. Eventually, She pulled me and began to grind into me. Her body was so hot and powerful, Her thrusts into me nearly knocked me over. We dance like this for quite a bit...I began to look deep into Her eyes and swim in Her baby blue eyes. She just smiled back and tease me a bit. Then I did something stupid. I felt good..too good and wasn't paying attention to what I was doing since I was lost so much in the moment. I grabbed the lower part of Her back. Mistake. Luckily, She was in a playful mood not hostile but still....I was going to get it a bit. She immediately grabbed my arm and pulled it off of Her, She then pulled it behind my back and twist it a bit making me very uncomfortable. Miss Jessica then pulled in:

Miss Jessica: "Hun, I better hope Your ready for me. Because I have every intention of taking you back to Eve's place and running Your ass over! Are you going to be ready for it?"
Me: "Yes Miss Jessica, I only am to please You!"
Miss Jessica: "Good, now go and get us another drink. I want to dance with some other boys!"
She then squeezed my ass before Miss Jessica pushed me away. I then went and grabbed Her another drink (and me as well). She then went and stole whatever guy She wanted to dance with (I counted five at one time). I just went and sat down watching Her every movement from our VIP table. I tried not to think about what was about to happen (hopefully) as it would cause me a huge ass hardon. Instead I just watched Her superior self danced away and make sure no guys got too frisky (they didn't). She came back and we had a second drink before dancing a bit more...again Miss Jessica grinded into me and totally controlled me. Towards the end (we were there for about two hours), She pulled me in close and yelled in my ear.."It's time. Get the car while I go to the bathroom. You're mine now!" Miss Jessica then bite my ear and then pushed away so I went and did as I am told.

I did so and had the car waiting for Her at the enterance (Note: I held the keys since She left Her purse in the car). I opened the passenger door and often we went. "To Mistress Eve's...pronto boy" is all She said. I said "Yes Miss Jessica" and drove us to Mistress Eve's. The place wasn't very far so in time, I parked us in the back of the building. Mistress Eve's place again is above the dungeon studio. Miss Jessica instructed us to grab our bags and I did. I hurried up the stairs and went in behind Miss Jessica. I put the bags down in the bedroom (per previous orders). Mistress Jessica then came behind me and told me what to do next. I will leave a white envelope on the desk (which is how tributes are handled at the dungeon) before entering studio room #2 (which IMO is the best out of the four studios they have). She also then told me to lite the candles in there, put some sensual music on (each studio room has an I-Pod with speakers with various music on it).

But before I went, "You need to change". She then pushed me down to my knees and immediately begin pulling at my shirt, I undid my buttons and Miss Jessica yanked my shirt off. I then yanked off my t-shirt which She also pulled off. "Pants now and hurry". I quickly sat down and took my pants off with Her telling me to go faster as I did it. "Ditto the boxers and socks..and this time I wanted down FAST!" She yelled. I went even faster and got to my knees in front of Her ASAP. I look straight head waiting for Her to take the lead. It didn't take long. Miss Jessica reached down and grabbed an object from the dresser. She played with my hair for a moment before pulling my head up. She didn't say a word. Instead just played with my hair and look right into my soul. And my soul just broke to Her will. Eventually She reached up and place a red collar around me neck (Note: This is very important. In our relationship, a red collar around my neck means "leased out" therefore any Women that I served other then Miss Beth can put a red collar around my neck. But not a black one. A black collar means "ownership" and that belongs to Miss Beth only. She even has the one I normally engraved with the words "Property of Ms. Beth" on it. Miss Jessica sealed it Her a taste of salvia (spit), then a kiss on the lips after I swollowed the spit (And for a Teenage Woman, Miss Jessica is a great kisser)...I then thank Her for everything (collar/spit/kiss) and She slapped my ass to get me moving.
"Your night is just starting my slut". *Shiver goes down by spine* as I run off into the dungeon and prep it. I quick step into "Studio Number Two" and begin setting up. I done this many times before so I know the routine. I turn on the I-Pod first and put on one of the mix packages the Dominatrixes have. I then lite the candles and dim the lights to just the right level. I make sure all the equipment is in the right place, all the locks have keys to them and every instrument is clean. I then make sure the mat in the back is all set for us and then kneel in the center of the room facing the bed with a cage underneath like every slave (that is okay to use in this text since this is now the fantasy world) is taught at the studio waiting for their dominatrix (Note: The Studio room is much nicer then the pic above; it's just to illustrate kinda how it looks like).

I wait for awhile patientially for Miss Jessica's arrival. It takes Her a bit but not too long to enter. I do not see Her enter, all I hear is the door closing behind Her. I do not turn around to look. I do not call out to Her or even flitch. I just look straight ahead with my hands behind my back just like I was trained. A moment or two passed before I hear Miss Jessica's voice behind you.

Miss Jessica: "Very good little boy. You been trained well. Why don't you turn and take a look. You earn it".
Me: "Yes Miss Jessica"

I turn around to find Miss Jessica wearing only a pink bikini and thong. She is flexing Her very nice teenage muscles. She is also wearing a pair of high black heels.

Miss Jessica: "What you think?" She asks confidentially.
Me: "Goddess Miss Jessica" I yell.
Miss Jessica: "Good. Why don't you crawl over here on all fours so I can get a nice workout using you".

I nod and then crawl over on fours per Her instructions. As I do, She also gets down on all four's as a way to intimidate me. It works. Miss Jessica also begins to taunt me ever so slightly:
Miss Jessica: "Miss Beth tells me you used to dream about Girls in your high school beating you up. Is that true?"
Me: "Yes Mistress Jessica it is true".
Miss Jessica: "LOL! Oh my little one, what a sick mind we had at such a young age.  Very submissive from the beginningg huh? Luckily, I am just as sick and twisted as you were at that time. Im going to throughly enjoy kicking your ass!"

And as soon as I hit the mat, She struck. Jumping on top of me faster then I can blink. She immediately got top guard as Mistress Jessica completely blindsided me. Mistress Jessica quickly put me on the defensive as She tried to put me in some painful holds quickly. I was able to muscle my way out of some holds but each time I did, Miss Jessica was on to another hold that I had to escape. "OH GOD" I began to yell each time She tried to put me in a more painful and devstating hold. I did my best for awhile and even though I was being dominated, I was able to least hold my own. Eventually though I began to tire while Mistress Jessica hardly broke a sweat. It also became quite evident that She was well trained. Her movements reminded me more of Miss Diana then my Wives though I wouldn't be surpised if She help train Her as well. Mistress Jessica like Miss Diana was relying on more speed and leverage then power and devstation like my Wife does. It felt like we were rolling around the mats for awhile now. Sweat was now coming off me as She continue to put me in painful holds and I muscle out but each time, I got more and more tired.

Eventually, Mistress Jessica flipped me onto my back (Judo move from Miss Beth no doubt, LOL!) and got me in a body scissor. I tried at first to muscle my way out but quickly realized there was no way out of it. I put my hand on Mistress Jessica's calf and moan out....my eyes now closed. Her squeeze became harder and harder..I just tried to hold on the best I can. Mistress Jessica then began to talk to me knowing that I wasn't going to get out of this one or perhaps any other hold tonight.

Miss Jessica: "Mmmmmmm you are much better at wrestling then the boys at my school who I use like tackling dummies, you honor Miss Beth well".
Me: "Thank You Mistress Jessica" *moaning*
Miss Jessica: "But in the end, you are no match for me..aren't ya?"
Me: "No Mistress Jessica, you are a Goddess and I do not deserve to be on the same mats with you. You are superior".
Miss Jessica: "Awwwwwwwwww that's sweet. For that, I will only give you five punches instead of ten".

Mistress Jessica then pull Herself up (She had been laying down pretty much for better leverage) and proceeded to use my belly as target practice. She nailed me five times hard in the belly, each one a bit harder with Her fists as Miss Jessica took Her time and really made them hurt. I screamed and moaned with each one but thank Her for each one and counted them out as well. Miss Jessica then went to putting more pressure onto the leg scissor. Eventually, She let go but not for long.
While I tried to catch my breath, Miss Jessica got on top of me. She then slide Her powerful thighs around my head and wrapped them tightly around until Her ankles wrapped. Mistress Jessica next slowly slide Her body down so She was laying on top of me. Again, I tried for a moment to muscle out and escape but it was useless. Not only was She locked in good nice and tight but also I was exhausted and quite frankly, hurting after the last leg scissor and belly punching. I then put my hands to the side and faced the pain which is about to come. I gasp and yelled as She applied the hold tighter and tighter. Miss Jessica finally stop to the point where I could just barely breath, any tighter and I would pass out. She must been smiling as She talked trash to me. I could barely make Her out as She talked since my ears where muffled. I also notice my cock was rock hard and would make a perfect target to hit and play with. It didn't take long for Miss Jessica to notice either.

Miss Jessica: "Mmmmmmmmmmmm nice cock you have here Mattie. It seems like you can take a lot of pain. I wonder if that goes for Little Mattie as well.
She then began to slap, punch and tease my cock. I scream out with each hit and touch thanking Her each time. She would slightly release and tighten Her head scissor as She worked my cock over good. I was in ton of pain. My body was feeling like it was bruised all over already. I was also extremely turn on and the way Miss Jessica played with my cock only made it worse. She handled my cock like a pro too. Miss Jessica knew exactly how hard to hit it and squeeze, not hitting hard enough to do damage or seriously hurt but hard enough that it fucking hurt greatly. She also stroked it a bit teasing me even more. I notice in that way too...Miss Jessica was trained. I eventually yelled out my submission and She slowly but surely let me out of it.
I got a few moments rest but before long, She was right back on top of me putting in some terrible holds, throwing me around using judo chops and even busting my belly and ball/cock. I tried to withstand Miss Jessica's onslaught the best I could but I did have to call for mercy a few times. Mistress Jessica eventually had me so whopped and beaten I couldn't get up. She slide Her body on top of mine and sat on top of me schoolGirl style, with Her legs around my ears and pined my arms underneath. She then asked that did I give for good and I nodded with a "Yes Mistress Jessica. You have won. You are superior, please except my submission and plea for mercy". She smiled and Her on to Her hold for a bit before standing. She then stood up and got up but before doing so told me not to move a fucking itch. I did as I am told as Mistress Jessica got Herself some water.


She drank in total victory as She placed Her foot on my chest and looked down at me. Mistress Jessica held the water bottle in Her left hand and posed Her right bicep in the air. I looked away in defeat and shame only to have Her kick me and tell me to look at Her eyes and face. I did so and She smiled. Miss Jessica took awhile and soaked up Her victory. A few more drinks off Her water later, Miss Jessica spoke:  "You did well my boy. Very well. I was very pleased on how hard you fought and how much pain you tolerated. Again, Miss Beth would very proud. Do you wish to have some water?"
Me: "Yes Mistress Jessica. I am quite thirsty after the total destruction of me. That would be very kind of you".
Miss Jessica: "Very good, you earned it".

I slowly got up as She placed Her foot off my neck. Mistress Jessica then handled me what was left of Her water and I drank it. She played with my hair as Mistress Jessica gave me the next instructions:

Miss Jessica: "Good my little bitch. That takes care of the first half. Now, go off into the kitchen and cut me some strawberries and cold water from Mistress Eve's fridge. Have them waiting for me. Take a few for yourself and then off to the bathroom and freshen up. Then come back in the ready position and wait for me. I wish to change and then eat. Then I am coming for you again..only this will seem like child's play my slut".

And with a hard slap on my ass and a quick kiss, She sent me on my way. I head downstairs to the kitchen where I sliced up some strawberries from the fridge along with a cold glass of water with ice. I quickly ate a few strawberries for myself, went to the bathroom and freshen up by putting on some more decorate and risening sweat off of me. I checked to make sure I looked okay and went back to the Dungeon. I then waited in the ready position as trained and instructed this time by Mistress Jessica. And shook now at the thought of what was going to come next!!

Next Up: My First Training With Miss Jessica Part II






Tuesday, June 5, 2012

A Few Mailbag Pieces...

As I still gather my thoughts (and recover) from this weekend (BTW....It went insanely well! Miss Jessica's first training went very well, Miss Beth had a great weekend with Tom and later me along with a couple big suprises!! ), I thought it be wise to answer a few mailbag (email) pieces I have received and discuss a few quick items. Note: The letters will always be annoymous and so you know the difference, their writing will be in red.

1. Here is a excerpt from a note I got from a submissive boyfriend:
My college was openly hostile to men especially hetrosexual males. When I entered the school in the early 2000's, they required male students have a signed contract from female students before they had sex. The Lesbian Gay Bisexual and Transgender students once hung a sign painted on a white sheet they hung one floor above the cafeteria door. It was for the hetero males. It read: “Don’t blame us if you can’t get laid.” I truly believe they believed in "Female Superiority" which I have followed ever since.

Haha, I love it! Totally sounds like just the continue takeover by Women. It really make sense for a man to sign a contract before having sex with a Woman. As Female Superiority takes over, men must know exactly where they stand and what a Dominate Woman expects out of a sexual relationship. As for imtimidation by the Lesbian Women, just expect more and more. Miss Sammie & Miss Kat (Beth's very good friends who are dating) love to tease me about this. How Women can just pleasure and love each other therefore They can go years (even a lifetime) without a man. Meanwhile, if a man doesn't receive any love and affection from a Woman...he will go crazy within a few months.  I can just imagine Women like the picture above stalking men; making fun of their penises.

2. Question: What is Miss Beth's special diet before a competition?

There are two parts to it. First, Miss Beth will do a vegan only diet for about six weeks before a major competition. It helps Her slim down quickly (Her offseason weight is about ten pounds heavier then Her competition weight) while not losing much muscle mass. It also gives Her more energy (if you can believe it) and it's easier to disguist food. Second, Miss Beth will begin to cut out salt in the last few weeks before a competition and not have any salt the walk off a competition along with drinking very little water. The reason being is that the salt and water obviously make you very bloated and the goal is to come in as lean and ripped as possible. It also makes Her (and I can say this because She even admits it) into a rampaging Bitch and often times, I receives my worst beatings and punishments during that time. I can understand why. Imagine eating vegan for months, practically leaving at the gym, cutting out salt for weeks and then drinking very little water. You be pissed off too!



3. What does it feel like to be pegged by a Dominate Female?

There is no other way to explain it: It fucking hurts like nothing you cannot imagine. And what is even worse is the humilation. I truly believe a Woman does not truly begin Her reign until She takes Her strapon out and pegs him. Is there some pleasure? Some since your prostate is getting massaged (feels nice I have to admit) and it does cause you to have a hardon whether you want one or not. But the pain of your ass being ripped apart and the powerful thrusts into you make it very difficult to enjoy. I get pegged pretty regularly so my ass is a bit stretch but not enough that doesn't hurt everytime Miss Beth (or one of Her co-horts) shoves it in.  Still, I do have a love/hate relationship with it. I do hate the pain and perhaps even worse, the pure humilation of being overpowered so badly a Woman can fuck me in the ass. But I do love the power that Miss Beth feels over me and I absolutely love how it makes Her feel. As She says, "I feel like the most powerful force in the universe when I fuck you in the ass!" and She also agrees that total ownership begins with the first pegging. Miss Beth will often also reach around and give me a handjob or tell me to get myself off. Her dildo is double-edged so Miss Beth will have multiple organisms while pegging me. Of course, She also grabs my hair and pulls it down so my hot cum shoots right at my own face so as She puts it: "Watch yourself cum my bitch. I want you to see how much of a slut you are for Me".

4. Do powerful muscular Women only date meathead guys (or Women)?

Hell no, LOL! As a matter of fact, muscular Women have a tendenacy to want men who do not spend all day in the gym. They might want a man to stay in "relatively good shape" just to keep up their health but that is about it. They just want someone who will love and adore them for the Goddesses They are. I workout frequently and am quite strong but I seem to be more and more the exception and not the rule when it comes to Bodybuilding Women. Miss Diana's boyfriend Scott is just an average joe. He goes jogging four-five week and does some basic strength excerises (situps, pushups, pullups) but She is much stronger then he is. It doesn't bother Her in the slightest, She loves it actually and loves him regardless. If you see a powerful Woman you want to approach, go for it! Just be nice and respectable. Don't ask Her to flex Her muscles the very first time you meet Her. Get to know Her and eventually, She will take the lead. And no, most bodybuilding Women are not lesbians. Bi...yes (though I think that is true for all Women really) but not lesbians. So don't make that mistake either.



5. Does Miss Beth still ever practice wrestling/domination professionally?

No. She really hasn't since college to be honest. I of course, would not stand in Her way if Miss Beth decided to work on the side as a Dominatrix (How could I, She is in total control ALWAYS) but She doesn't want too. She is perfectically happy being retired from that and just being a lifestyle Dominatrix, LOL! Plus, Miss Beth has told me since we are doing very well financially that She should let other Women get the chance of making some really nice easy money and learn a lifestyle in the process that will be the most fullfilling of Their life. And for the record, Miss Beth was an extremely popular professional Dominatrix. She did not publically advertise (only through references either by one of the Women at the dungeon or a client would She see a possible new submissive) and She'd never worked at the dungeon full-time but still....She had a following! Believe me. I have read some of the letters of admiration and love She received (She just didn't let me see their names for obvious reasons). Miss Beth truly had a whole stable of submissives at Her desposil who do whatever/wherevener/whenever She wanted, LOL!

6. Does it bother you ever that Miss Beth is allowed to see other people?
Good question. It is quite complicated and the general answer is no. Most of the time, it does not bother me. I understand that has a Dominate Woman, Mistress Beth has the right to see other men (and Women) whenever She pleases. I did not go into this blind. Miss Beth was very upfront about Her desire to see other people if She wished so I can never complain that I did not know this going in. She always been respectable about seeing other people. Most notably, She never throws it in my face or truly humiliate me with it verbally. Miss Beth says it really matter of factly. But I lie if I said it didn't bother me here and there. It's tough to see the Woman who is your world be with other men (even though there are only two) and have Her every great once in a while miss them. But to be honest...it's not the men I have a tougher time Her being with. It's the Women. And the way I look at it is this. Men are like ice cream. I just happen to be Miss Beth's favorite and the vast majority of time, She has a taste for me; lucky ass guy I am! But everyone once in a while, She needs to mix it up and have a different flavor just to not get bored with the same ice cream every time and to enjoy a different flavor. Really, no big deal because in the end, men are all ice cream. But when She is with a Woman, it's different. She is not having ice cream, Miss Beth is having something completely different. And let's cut to a chase, a Woman can pleasure Mistress Beth in ways myself or any guy in this planet cannot. Plus too, Her relationships with Women go beyond just physical and friendship like it does with the guys. There is something more...much more. Most notably with Miss Diana. Now, I love Miss Diana and we are truly great friends (we truly have our own friendship and D/S relationship out of Miss Beth). But at the same token, Miss Beth & Miss Diana truly have a love affair I will never truly get involved with or get. I often wonder perhaps Miss Beth would have been happier if She would have married Miss Diana and just made me Their housepet/sex slave who help them have kids!

Perhaps though this is how it's all going to end. Once the Female takeover of the world finishes that is. I can easily see a world in about fifty years where men are truly second class citizens and no longer have the right to work in the business world, politics or even marry Women. Instead, Women will marry each other for compansionship and choose a male submissive or two to be the caretaker of the house, sex slaves and really sperm donors. Men will have no longer have any say over the world, just Women. What a terrififying and wonderful thought that is!

Well, that is all for now..please keep your emails coming and PLEASE PLEASE use the comment section. The more comments I get, the more Miss Beth will let me write. And hopefully, I will get a chance to tell you about last weekend soon!!



Friday, June 1, 2012

Recipe Of The Week: Dorito Taco Salad


Ingredients:
1 Pound Lean Hamburger Meat
1 14 ozs Taco Seasoning
3/4 cup Water
13-16 oz Baked Doritos
2 Cups of Fat Free Shredded Cheddar Cheese
1/2 Bottle Of Fat Free Western Dressing
Shredded Lettuce (or Romaine works as well if you want more of a meal)
1 Tomato (Chopped)
 
Directions (Two different versions):

Version One:
1. Cook crumbled hamburger until no longer pink. Add taco seasoning and water; cook according to the taco seasonings directions.
2 Put Doritos on four plates (as little or as much as you like). Top with finished cooked hamburger. Sprinkle with cheddar cheese (again, as much or as little as you like). Top with shredded lettuce,  dressing and tomatoes. (You can also add other seasonings if you like).

Version Two:
1. Cook crumbed humburger until no longer pink. Add taco seasoning and water; cook according to the taco seasonings direction.
2. In a large bowl (a Tuppermade bowl is ideal), put in a bag or so of lettuce. Mix in the dressing, cheese, and tomatoes. Then add the hamburger meat then mix again.

Service Size: Four

Can be used as either a meal or an appetizier (fanstatic for BBQ's). The first option works best for a meal, the second works bests for an appetizier. You can add serving sizes up to you as many as you need.

Enjoy!