Our Fourth Date: The Turning Point

I decided with Miss Beth’s permission to skip ahead a bit and not go through dates 2-3. The reason being is that nothing really happened of note that could not be explained in a few sentences other than the following which I wanted to make sure you knew:

1.       Miss Beth was in complete control at all times even though I did not see at the time (I do now).

2.       We never got past first base other than other than a few moments (My Wife just loves that!).

3.       We did whatever She decided when She wanted too and for how long.

4.       I never called or even spoke with Her unless Miss Beth told me too.

5.       I did meet Her parents and siblings over this time period and it well but it was very nerve wrecking for me.

6.       We talk a ton over this time period especially on the phone. There were a few late nights where I was struggling to keep my eyes open and I nearly fell asleep on Miss Beth.

One night on the phone, Miss Beth gave me Her thoughts (but really gave Her orders) on a fourth date.  Miss Beth informed that She wish to come over to my place and watch MNF, have me make dinner for Her and well, do laundry since She was running low. Plus, since I lived in a condo at the time, we had a laundry room that so we could several loads at once, not just one.  I said 'sure, come on over" like it wasn't a big deal on the phone with her, I immediately began to flip out once our conversation ended!  *Holy bleep She is coming over I thought to myself! And She wants me to cook for Her and do laundry!?!?  How in the world am I going to pull this off I kept thinking to myself. My other thought: Why on earth did She picked this as our next date?* I was so confused but like always Miss Beth was 10 steps ahead of me and knew exactly what she was doing.

Miss Beth: When it came to our 4th date, I knew we were getting to the point where it was make or break it with Matthew. I knew that I really liked him and things could be going any better at that point and he was passing every test I threw at him to go along with letting me dictate our relationship and let me take the lead without a fight. But I still had questions and I wanted to get them answered quickly. I knew quite a bit about him by now but how he lived, that would that would give me in some real insight into what person he was. It would also help me answer a question that had been drifting in my mind for a while now. Did I see Matthew as a true suitor to be a submissive boyfriend who someone I saw more as a boy toy?  I wanted to see what type of cook he obviously reasons and if he ordered out, that was a definite red flag that he wouldn't be up to the challenge of being my submissive boyfriend. But also I have to confess this. I wanted to screw with him a bit more and see how he reacted particularly since I brought over my dirty laundry which included my workout clothes and some of my underwear. I knew it drive him bonkers and was curious to see if it drove him over the cliff sexually to the point he get too aggressive with me or would he continue to be the perfect gentleman he has been. Plus finding out his laundry skills early on is never a bad idea!"

So after a lot of prep on my part, She came over that Monday night and to my surprise, I passed Her very high expectations well according to Her:
 

- My place: "Very nicely decorated and neat. I particularly like all the art pictures he had up and the classic movie posters, not just sport posters like most heterosexual males! And all his family and friends pictures showed me he was truly a family man which I adore in men."

 

- My cooking: "Fabulous! He didn't order out thank God and Matthew actually put together a meal with courses. He served a few appetizers to start while we watched football, then we set at his dining room table where we had salad and then chicken parmesan with a bit of pasta along with vegetables. Then he up some cut up fruit along with a dish of nuts for dessert. And once again Matt proved he listens well. I told him in one of marathon phone discussions that chicken parmesan was one of my favorite meals and presto, he made it for me and it was excellent!”

- My laundry skills: "Matt impressed me especially since he was to go beyond just lights and darks LOL! I also loved watching him squirm and get all embarrassed when my underwear or gym clothes were showing. You would think it be the other way around! But I did get something I didn't expect, another example of Matthew being a perfect gentleman. He tried to look away whenever my underwear/gym clothes were in plain sight. Once again with him, it was most unexpected and something that I found very sweet, endearing and well.....hot".

So why do I refer to our fourth date has the “turning point”? There were three specific moments or incidents that really set the table for our fifth date which again, is where I submitted to Miss Beth.

The first moment was when I knocked into Miss Beth and She accidentally spilled wine over Herself and the floor when we were in the kitchen early on (thank goodness it was only white). I really thought the accident was my fault. I quickly apologized several times and immediately grab a towel to wipe off the floor, let Miss Beth dry Herself the best She could and I then went into the bedroom to find Her some dry clothes of mine. I grabbed a long t-shirt and when I came back to the kitchen, Miss Beth was standing there smiling...shirtless and down to Her bra. I again, apologized (seems like I am always apologizing to Her LOL) for not asking first before walking in and turn around as I threw Miss Beth the clean shirt and waited to She got done putting it on before grabbing the wet one to put into the laundry. I was very embarrassed by causing Her to spill and felt like a complete idiot (again something I always feel like around her). I also hoped my dick was down enough for Her to not notice that I had a hard-on. Seeing Miss Beth in Her bra only for the first time still gives me the chills. Her body honestly looked like it was carved out of stone and yet feminine at the same time. There wasn't anything about it that wasn't perfect. I so wanted to just stare at it (or in a dream world, worship it) but I knew I couldn't nor shouldn't. I also felt intimidated by Her body at that moment. And to top it all off...it was all planned by Miss Beth as yet again, She is ten steps ahead of me.

 

Miss Beth: “It was just another way to fuck with him on multiple levels. First, I got to embarrassed him a few times by not only making him think he caused me to spill but also by walking in on me wearing only a bra and pair of jeans. He was so embarrassed and yes, I realized he had a hard-on. It wasn't very hard to notice despite his best efforts! It also made me feel powerful since my I was so comfortable with my body while Matthew was so embarrassed. And obviously he wasn't fully aware that I could be a big narcissist when it came to my own body. Plus, it got to show me again this gentlemanly behavior he has. Matthew quickly clean up the spill at my feet and got me a change without me even asking. Oh yeah, there was one other thing. I knew that he was the type to kneel down and clean it up instead of just bending over. Therefore I got a sneak preview of him kneeling before me*Smiles*.

Obviously it would have been nice to known that at the time! After that though, the date settled back back into a more normal groove and stayed like that for most of the evening. That is until we went to the laundry room for the final time to get Her clothes. We were waiting for it to finish and Miss Beth threw me a curveball. She asked me what I thought of Her. I won't go into the exact words I used but I kinda told Her some things I wanted to for a while but couldn't muster the courage quite yet. I told Her that so far, I could not find any chinks in Her armor, that every time I was with Her was even more amazing then the last, that I yearned for Her between each conversation or date, that I don't care how long it will take for us to go down whatever road we were going I just wanted to travel it with Her. I went on about how I felt excited/nervous/embarrassed all at the same time whenever  I was with Her and just getting to know Her was one of the if not the biggest pleasures of my life. Why I said all that? I don't know. I did have a few glasses of wine and it was starting to get late but really it was this: Miss Beth had beaten me down so badly that there was nothing left of me except being an absolute desperate fool for Her affection. Looking back I am sure that was Her plan on all along and She had executed it so well, that I was beaten submissive man basically by date four.

I could have gone on and really told Her what I felt which I was much was in love with Her since the moment I saw laid eyes on Her but I didn't get the chance. Something though stopped me. No it wasn't my embarrassment with her nor was it a freak thing like the power going out but instead it was this force of nature that stopped me....a force of nature I had never felt since it was a human being. And that human being was Miss Beth. Before I knew it, She grabbed me by the neck and slammed Her body against mine along with Her mouth and tongue. Miss Beth began to gobble up Her mouth with mine as Her tongue massaged mine. We had kissed quite a bit before then on previous dates and that had been speculator but this was in a different universe. It was like a hurricane of passion was slamming into me and all I could do is hold on for dear life. And then it got even more heated. She pushed me against the dryer and Miss Beth began to work Her arms around me until She found my ass and then squeezed it oh so tightly. I was taken aback a bit for a moment but then figured this is what I wanted deep down so go with it. And then for some strange reason, I lifted myself up. At this point, I didn't know truly know if Miss Beth was a dominate Woman and would be the one to pick me up but I figured I was playing with house money at this point and quite frankly, I was so in the moment I wasn't even thinking. And to my absolute delight, Miss Beth did grab a hold of me and picked me up and threw me on top of the dryer. It was all too much as She began to pull at our clothes and I could not believe my good fortune. I was finally going to score with the Woman of my dreams! And then it happened....an older Lady came walking in and I heard Her. I quickly stopped kissing Miss Beth and pulled away. She then turned around as well and we quickly began fixing ourselves like nothing happen. We hadn't even notice that the dryer at the end was being used. By that time, Her clothes were almost done so we chatted with the Lady for a few minutes before Miss Beth’s clothes were finishe. My head was spinning and I wonder what had gotten into Miss Beth to do that. We were staring at each other the whole time the older Lady was there. I also was not complaining about what had happened and deep down, was cursing this old Lady showed up when She did. I also was wondering what Miss Beth was thinking about all of this:

 

Miss Beth: "It was quite a profound moment. When Matt began to talk, something clicked. I listened to his words and realized something that I didn't even think about before that moment. I was in love with him. It was absolute amazing and at the same time, kind of a terrifying revelation as well. I knew I really liked Matthew and felt a connection with him since our first time meeting. I was hoping that the next few dates would be a situation where I could turn my really liking him into me falling in love with him possibly. But I realized there was no need for that anymore since I was already in love with him. I just watched him talk about how he felt about me and so wanted to scream "Shut up you moron, I'm in love with you!" but I didn't. Instead, I just focused on him...and his delicious mouth, his pretty eyes, his muscular trim body...his wonderful smell....his well combed hair....his soft skin...his onion butt and his kind gentle soul. Then another thought raced through my head that knocked out the earlier thought of me loving him.....I wanted him. I wanted him in the worst way possible. And as I began to think about it, I realized this is something I wanted since I saw him on the cross-trainer. I wanted him therefore I was going to get him and I was done waiting around. Therefore I took him like he was already owned by me and fully planned on screwing him into that dryer. And how bad did I want him? Well, had Matthew not stopped kissing me, I would continue on even with that neighbor in the laundry room with us. I didn't care. Actually I was quite proud on how I was Womanhandling a strong grown man like that and was quite comfortable with people watching LOL! Hell I didn't think care who watched, I just was going to get my man and his manhood. But Matt stopped therefore I did as well and ultimately that was for the best but at the moment I wasn't too happy, because I wanted him too much."

After we got our clothes and head back upstairs, it took everything inside me not to go up skipping. I figured as soon as we got upstairs, we start up right where we started. I knew sex wasn't a guarantee but even so, I didn't care. I just wanted to do anything that dealt with Her physically. I did not press the manner though since I figured Miss Beth initiated that along with every other physical connection, so She do it again. Any second I thought to myself as we got into my condo, I sat back down on the couch and waited. And that was just it. Nothing else happened. We set there watching TV on opposite sides of the couch with Her clothes between us folded. All kinds of nightmare scenarios played through my mind including She was so embarrassed by what just happened, She will no longer able to be intimidate with me therefore She will end whatever chance we had at a relationship. Luckily, the late night talk shows were on so it gave us to laugh at specifically me since I felt like crying (the game was pretty much over at that point). But as with everything else, Miss Beth is ten steps ahead of me:

 

Miss Beth: "She walking in on us gave a moment to reset my buttons. And when I reset my buttons, I am  better able to process my feelings and prioritize them. I came to grips that indeed I was in love with Matt and that I wanted him so badly. But like any strong woman should do, I put my feelings and hormones aside and thought logically. The most important thing was my love for Matthew. The crazy sex could wait even a bit even though I was really dying for it. And as we got into his condo and began to fold my clothes, I realized this wasn’t the right to reveal my feelings. I would tell him very soon I concluded but not that night.  And the reason being was this: I come to the realization that Matthew was more than just a possible submissive boyfriend or even at worst, a great boy toy. Rather, he was someone I was now envisioning could be my submissive husband therefore there I had to tell him about my expectations for a relationship and a bit about my past. Like it was stated in a previous post, I decided that after Alex that I was never going to get into a relationship where I wasn't in complete control of and I wanted that control from the very start. And even though I was truly in love with this him and wanted to just fuck his brains out to go along with a lot of other things, I had enough strength as a dominate woman to hold off for now though this should be added: I must add say that having clothes between us and a couch space helped.  And as we sat there in an admitted awkward state, I realized something else. The crazy wild sex had to wait a bit too. The reason being is I wanted us to make love the first time since we were in love (obviously I assumed Matt loved me as well). If things went as I envisioned, then Matt and I were going to have all kinds of kinky wild sex but you only do it once as a couple so I wanted to make sure that I was making love to him the first time, not fucking Matt.

So we trotted along like that for the rest of the evening until it was time for Miss Beth to leave. I offered to go downstairs and start Her car since the evening was quite chilly or at the very least walked Her out. Both suggestions She politely said no thank you too. I honestly thought I had blown it with Her for about the 100,000 time. I was getting ready to open the door when Miss Beth turn me around in an incredibly violent motion and once again slammed Her body and mouth into me. I thought for a moment that we were finally to get it on but I realized we weren't going anywhere as we didn't move from that spot so I just enjoyed what She was doing to me. We kissed like that for a bit until Miss Beth began to pull away a bit with Her mouth and in-between kisses asked me, "If I could burrow Your hand for a moment?". I nodded as we kissed and Miss Beth took my right hand into Hers and guided my hand down Her body. All the way down Her body until I reach Her crotch. It was at that moment She took my hand and made me slammed it Her crotch. "Feel that Matthew? *kiss* This is how wet you make me! *kiss*" as I could feel Her moist wonderful oh so wonderful crotch and sex through Her jeans. I nodded my head and asked, "If She could please lend me other hand". She agreed and I did the same thing with Her left hand and mine ending at my crotch and my rock hard cock. "Feel that Beth? *kiss* This is how hard you make me! *kiss*. We felt each other up like that for a bit until She gave me a couple more quick kisses and then proceed to head for the door. Part of me wanted to cut Her off and stop but I knew it had been a crazy date and why push my luck. I opened the door for Her, asked Her to just call when She got home so I know She got home safe. I wouldn't have to pick up and hope we could talk tomorrow. She agreed and left. As the door closed, I acted like a schoolGirl. I pushed my body against the door and my head was spinning like a top. I cleaned up to try and get my mind off of things but it didn't do dick. She did call a bit later to let me know that She got home okay. For the rest of the evening I tried to make sense of everything including why Miss Beth made me feel Her wet crotch at the end of the evening. Like always, She was on top of things:

Miss Beth: "As a dominate Woman, I know when a man has had enough. And at that moment, I decided that poor Matthew had enough. I was in love with him and even though I wasn't ready to quite reveal that or my dominate woman side, he needed to know how much I wanted him and how crazy I was about him. It had been such a wonderful evening just like every other date or time we talked, I decided to give him a sneak peak of where he really stood with me. I didn't want to leave and have him think he had screwed up or that I suddenly had lost interest. Far from it! Was there part of me that wanted to push him into the bedroom and just take him as we kissed that last time? Yes but luckily, it was late at that point and even with all the crazy hormones that were going through me, I wanted more energy than I had that moment to have sex with him. Plus, I had already committed myself to telling him about that I expected a relationship where I was in complete control and eventually, that I loved him. Then I could take him physically. Plus too, I wanted to get a sense what his hands felt against my sex and I must say, it felt pretty damn amazing. What I did not expect was Matthew asking permission to make my hand and guided it to his cock. Always expect the unexpected with Matthew I was beginning to learn and quite frankly, I didn't expect him to do something that bold. It was also ridiculously hot and showed some backbone by him and well, balls. Oh and his cock felt great. Really fucking great, just how I imagined it to be! Now, I was just dying to see how it looked naked and hopefully completely shaven. But we weren't there just yet. The next time we would be but the next couple days I needed to prepare for it both physically and mentality. Besides I didn't know if Matt had any duct tape handy". *Evil Grin*

We talked throughout the week and saw each other a bit at the gym. Late Wednesday night of that week, Miss Beth told me She wished to go out dancing with me at a nightclub. I offered to pick Her up but She refused saying She needed to come on over and "hang out a bit to discuss a few things". I had no clue what that entailed but I braced myself for the best (that She was really liking me and wanted to take our relationship to the next level) to the worst (your fun and I am attracted to you but it was not enough). What I got instead was the biggest surprise of my life....and the happiest night of my life up to that point. And to be even more honest, our fifth date turnout to be the defining moment of my life that has brought nothing but more joy and happiness then I could ever imagine!

Miss Beth: "Oh yes, I feel the same way. And I made sure when I came over that Friday night, that I had duct tape with me". *Another Evil Grin*

 

 

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