Our Fourth Date: The Turning Point

I decided with Miss Beth’s permission to skip ahead a bit and not go through dates 2-3. The reason being is that nothing really happened of note that could not be explained in a few sentences other than the following which I wanted to make sure you knew:

1.       Miss Beth was in complete control at all times even though I did not see at the time (I do now).

2.       We never got past first base other than other than a few moments (My Wife just loves that!).

3.       We did whatever She decided when She wanted too and for how long.

4.       I never called or even spoke with Her unless Miss Beth told me too.

5.       I did meet Her parents and siblings over this time period and it well but it was very nerve wrecking for me.

6.       We talk a ton over this time period especially on the phone. There were a few late nights where I was struggling to keep my eyes open and I nearly fell asleep on Miss Beth.

One night on the phone, Miss Beth gave me Her thoughts (but really gave Her orders) on a fourth date.  Miss Beth informed that She wish to come over to my place and watch MNF, have me make dinner for Her and well, do laundry since She was running low. Plus, since I lived in a condo at the time, we had a laundry room that so we could several loads at once, not just one.  I said 'sure, come on over" like it wasn't a big deal on the phone with her, I immediately began to flip out once our conversation ended!  *Holy bleep She is coming over I thought to myself! And She wants me to cook for Her and do laundry!?!?  How in the world am I going to pull this off I kept thinking to myself. My other thought: Why on earth did She picked this as our next date?* I was so confused but like always Miss Beth was 10 steps ahead of me and knew exactly what she was doing.

Miss Beth: When it came to our 4th date, I knew we were getting to the point where it was make or break it with Matthew. I knew that I really liked him and things could be going any better at that point and he was passing every test I threw at him to go along with letting me dictate our relationship and let me take the lead without a fight. But I still had questions and I wanted to get them answered quickly. I knew quite a bit about him by now but how he lived, that would that would give me in some real insight into what person he was. It would also help me answer a question that had been drifting in my mind for a while now. Did I see Matthew as a true suitor to be a submissive boyfriend who someone I saw more as a boy toy?  I wanted to see what type of cook he obviously reasons and if he ordered out, that was a definite red flag that he wouldn't be up to the challenge of being my submissive boyfriend. But also I have to confess this. I wanted to screw with him a bit more and see how he reacted particularly since I brought over my dirty laundry which included my workout clothes and some of my underwear. I knew it drive him bonkers and was curious to see if it drove him over the cliff sexually to the point he get too aggressive with me or would he continue to be the perfect gentleman he has been. Plus finding out his laundry skills early on is never a bad idea!"

So after a lot of prep on my part, She came over that Monday night and to my surprise, I passed Her very high expectations well according to Her:
 

- My place: "Very nicely decorated and neat. I particularly like all the art pictures he had up and the classic movie posters, not just sport posters like most heterosexual males! And all his family and friends pictures showed me he was truly a family man which I adore in men."

 

- My cooking: "Fabulous! He didn't order out thank God and Matthew actually put together a meal with courses. He served a few appetizers to start while we watched football, then we set at his dining room table where we had salad and then chicken parmesan with a bit of pasta along with vegetables. Then he up some cut up fruit along with a dish of nuts for dessert. And once again Matt proved he listens well. I told him in one of marathon phone discussions that chicken parmesan was one of my favorite meals and presto, he made it for me and it was excellent!”

- My laundry skills: "Matt impressed me especially since he was to go beyond just lights and darks LOL! I also loved watching him squirm and get all embarrassed when my underwear or gym clothes were showing. You would think it be the other way around! But I did get something I didn't expect, another example of Matthew being a perfect gentleman. He tried to look away whenever my underwear/gym clothes were in plain sight. Once again with him, it was most unexpected and something that I found very sweet, endearing and well.....hot".

So why do I refer to our fourth date has the “turning point”? There were three specific moments or incidents that really set the table for our fifth date which again, is where I submitted to Miss Beth.

The first moment was when I knocked into Miss Beth and She accidentally spilled wine over Herself and the floor when we were in the kitchen early on (thank goodness it was only white). I really thought the accident was my fault. I quickly apologized several times and immediately grab a towel to wipe off the floor, let Miss Beth dry Herself the best She could and I then went into the bedroom to find Her some dry clothes of mine. I grabbed a long t-shirt and when I came back to the kitchen, Miss Beth was standing there smiling...shirtless and down to Her bra. I again, apologized (seems like I am always apologizing to Her LOL) for not asking first before walking in and turn around as I threw Miss Beth the clean shirt and waited to She got done putting it on before grabbing the wet one to put into the laundry. I was very embarrassed by causing Her to spill and felt like a complete idiot (again something I always feel like around her). I also hoped my dick was down enough for Her to not notice that I had a hard-on. Seeing Miss Beth in Her bra only for the first time still gives me the chills. Her body honestly looked like it was carved out of stone and yet feminine at the same time. There wasn't anything about it that wasn't perfect. I so wanted to just stare at it (or in a dream world, worship it) but I knew I couldn't nor shouldn't. I also felt intimidated by Her body at that moment. And to top it all off...it was all planned by Miss Beth as yet again, She is ten steps ahead of me.

 

Miss Beth: “It was just another way to fuck with him on multiple levels. First, I got to embarrassed him a few times by not only making him think he caused me to spill but also by walking in on me wearing only a bra and pair of jeans. He was so embarrassed and yes, I realized he had a hard-on. It wasn't very hard to notice despite his best efforts! It also made me feel powerful since my I was so comfortable with my body while Matthew was so embarrassed. And obviously he wasn't fully aware that I could be a big narcissist when it came to my own body. Plus, it got to show me again this gentlemanly behavior he has. Matthew quickly clean up the spill at my feet and got me a change without me even asking. Oh yeah, there was one other thing. I knew that he was the type to kneel down and clean it up instead of just bending over. Therefore I got a sneak preview of him kneeling before me*Smiles*.

Obviously it would have been nice to known that at the time! After that though, the date settled back back into a more normal groove and stayed like that for most of the evening. That is until we went to the laundry room for the final time to get Her clothes. We were waiting for it to finish and Miss Beth threw me a curveball. She asked me what I thought of Her. I won't go into the exact words I used but I kinda told Her some things I wanted to for a while but couldn't muster the courage quite yet. I told Her that so far, I could not find any chinks in Her armor, that every time I was with Her was even more amazing then the last, that I yearned for Her between each conversation or date, that I don't care how long it will take for us to go down whatever road we were going I just wanted to travel it with Her. I went on about how I felt excited/nervous/embarrassed all at the same time whenever  I was with Her and just getting to know Her was one of the if not the biggest pleasures of my life. Why I said all that? I don't know. I did have a few glasses of wine and it was starting to get late but really it was this: Miss Beth had beaten me down so badly that there was nothing left of me except being an absolute desperate fool for Her affection. Looking back I am sure that was Her plan on all along and She had executed it so well, that I was beaten submissive man basically by date four.

I could have gone on and really told Her what I felt which I was much was in love with Her since the moment I saw laid eyes on Her but I didn't get the chance. Something though stopped me. No it wasn't my embarrassment with her nor was it a freak thing like the power going out but instead it was this force of nature that stopped me....a force of nature I had never felt since it was a human being. And that human being was Miss Beth. Before I knew it, She grabbed me by the neck and slammed Her body against mine along with Her mouth and tongue. Miss Beth began to gobble up Her mouth with mine as Her tongue massaged mine. We had kissed quite a bit before then on previous dates and that had been speculator but this was in a different universe. It was like a hurricane of passion was slamming into me and all I could do is hold on for dear life. And then it got even more heated. She pushed me against the dryer and Miss Beth began to work Her arms around me until She found my ass and then squeezed it oh so tightly. I was taken aback a bit for a moment but then figured this is what I wanted deep down so go with it. And then for some strange reason, I lifted myself up. At this point, I didn't know truly know if Miss Beth was a dominate Woman and would be the one to pick me up but I figured I was playing with house money at this point and quite frankly, I was so in the moment I wasn't even thinking. And to my absolute delight, Miss Beth did grab a hold of me and picked me up and threw me on top of the dryer. It was all too much as She began to pull at our clothes and I could not believe my good fortune. I was finally going to score with the Woman of my dreams! And then it happened....an older Lady came walking in and I heard Her. I quickly stopped kissing Miss Beth and pulled away. She then turned around as well and we quickly began fixing ourselves like nothing happen. We hadn't even notice that the dryer at the end was being used. By that time, Her clothes were almost done so we chatted with the Lady for a few minutes before Miss Beth’s clothes were finishe. My head was spinning and I wonder what had gotten into Miss Beth to do that. We were staring at each other the whole time the older Lady was there. I also was not complaining about what had happened and deep down, was cursing this old Lady showed up when She did. I also was wondering what Miss Beth was thinking about all of this:

 

Miss Beth: "It was quite a profound moment. When Matt began to talk, something clicked. I listened to his words and realized something that I didn't even think about before that moment. I was in love with him. It was absolute amazing and at the same time, kind of a terrifying revelation as well. I knew I really liked Matthew and felt a connection with him since our first time meeting. I was hoping that the next few dates would be a situation where I could turn my really liking him into me falling in love with him possibly. But I realized there was no need for that anymore since I was already in love with him. I just watched him talk about how he felt about me and so wanted to scream "Shut up you moron, I'm in love with you!" but I didn't. Instead, I just focused on him...and his delicious mouth, his pretty eyes, his muscular trim body...his wonderful smell....his well combed hair....his soft skin...his onion butt and his kind gentle soul. Then another thought raced through my head that knocked out the earlier thought of me loving him.....I wanted him. I wanted him in the worst way possible. And as I began to think about it, I realized this is something I wanted since I saw him on the cross-trainer. I wanted him therefore I was going to get him and I was done waiting around. Therefore I took him like he was already owned by me and fully planned on screwing him into that dryer. And how bad did I want him? Well, had Matthew not stopped kissing me, I would continue on even with that neighbor in the laundry room with us. I didn't care. Actually I was quite proud on how I was Womanhandling a strong grown man like that and was quite comfortable with people watching LOL! Hell I didn't think care who watched, I just was going to get my man and his manhood. But Matt stopped therefore I did as well and ultimately that was for the best but at the moment I wasn't too happy, because I wanted him too much."

After we got our clothes and head back upstairs, it took everything inside me not to go up skipping. I figured as soon as we got upstairs, we start up right where we started. I knew sex wasn't a guarantee but even so, I didn't care. I just wanted to do anything that dealt with Her physically. I did not press the manner though since I figured Miss Beth initiated that along with every other physical connection, so She do it again. Any second I thought to myself as we got into my condo, I sat back down on the couch and waited. And that was just it. Nothing else happened. We set there watching TV on opposite sides of the couch with Her clothes between us folded. All kinds of nightmare scenarios played through my mind including She was so embarrassed by what just happened, She will no longer able to be intimidate with me therefore She will end whatever chance we had at a relationship. Luckily, the late night talk shows were on so it gave us to laugh at specifically me since I felt like crying (the game was pretty much over at that point). But as with everything else, Miss Beth is ten steps ahead of me:

 

Miss Beth: "She walking in on us gave a moment to reset my buttons. And when I reset my buttons, I am  better able to process my feelings and prioritize them. I came to grips that indeed I was in love with Matt and that I wanted him so badly. But like any strong woman should do, I put my feelings and hormones aside and thought logically. The most important thing was my love for Matthew. The crazy sex could wait even a bit even though I was really dying for it. And as we got into his condo and began to fold my clothes, I realized this wasn’t the right to reveal my feelings. I would tell him very soon I concluded but not that night.  And the reason being was this: I come to the realization that Matthew was more than just a possible submissive boyfriend or even at worst, a great boy toy. Rather, he was someone I was now envisioning could be my submissive husband therefore there I had to tell him about my expectations for a relationship and a bit about my past. Like it was stated in a previous post, I decided that after Alex that I was never going to get into a relationship where I wasn't in complete control of and I wanted that control from the very start. And even though I was truly in love with this him and wanted to just fuck his brains out to go along with a lot of other things, I had enough strength as a dominate woman to hold off for now though this should be added: I must add say that having clothes between us and a couch space helped.  And as we sat there in an admitted awkward state, I realized something else. The crazy wild sex had to wait a bit too. The reason being is I wanted us to make love the first time since we were in love (obviously I assumed Matt loved me as well). If things went as I envisioned, then Matt and I were going to have all kinds of kinky wild sex but you only do it once as a couple so I wanted to make sure that I was making love to him the first time, not fucking Matt.

So we trotted along like that for the rest of the evening until it was time for Miss Beth to leave. I offered to go downstairs and start Her car since the evening was quite chilly or at the very least walked Her out. Both suggestions She politely said no thank you too. I honestly thought I had blown it with Her for about the 100,000 time. I was getting ready to open the door when Miss Beth turn me around in an incredibly violent motion and once again slammed Her body and mouth into me. I thought for a moment that we were finally to get it on but I realized we weren't going anywhere as we didn't move from that spot so I just enjoyed what She was doing to me. We kissed like that for a bit until Miss Beth began to pull away a bit with Her mouth and in-between kisses asked me, "If I could burrow Your hand for a moment?". I nodded as we kissed and Miss Beth took my right hand into Hers and guided my hand down Her body. All the way down Her body until I reach Her crotch. It was at that moment She took my hand and made me slammed it Her crotch. "Feel that Matthew? *kiss* This is how wet you make me! *kiss*" as I could feel Her moist wonderful oh so wonderful crotch and sex through Her jeans. I nodded my head and asked, "If She could please lend me other hand". She agreed and I did the same thing with Her left hand and mine ending at my crotch and my rock hard cock. "Feel that Beth? *kiss* This is how hard you make me! *kiss*. We felt each other up like that for a bit until She gave me a couple more quick kisses and then proceed to head for the door. Part of me wanted to cut Her off and stop but I knew it had been a crazy date and why push my luck. I opened the door for Her, asked Her to just call when She got home so I know She got home safe. I wouldn't have to pick up and hope we could talk tomorrow. She agreed and left. As the door closed, I acted like a schoolGirl. I pushed my body against the door and my head was spinning like a top. I cleaned up to try and get my mind off of things but it didn't do dick. She did call a bit later to let me know that She got home okay. For the rest of the evening I tried to make sense of everything including why Miss Beth made me feel Her wet crotch at the end of the evening. Like always, She was on top of things:

Miss Beth: "As a dominate Woman, I know when a man has had enough. And at that moment, I decided that poor Matthew had enough. I was in love with him and even though I wasn't ready to quite reveal that or my dominate woman side, he needed to know how much I wanted him and how crazy I was about him. It had been such a wonderful evening just like every other date or time we talked, I decided to give him a sneak peak of where he really stood with me. I didn't want to leave and have him think he had screwed up or that I suddenly had lost interest. Far from it! Was there part of me that wanted to push him into the bedroom and just take him as we kissed that last time? Yes but luckily, it was late at that point and even with all the crazy hormones that were going through me, I wanted more energy than I had that moment to have sex with him. Plus, I had already committed myself to telling him about that I expected a relationship where I was in complete control and eventually, that I loved him. Then I could take him physically. Plus too, I wanted to get a sense what his hands felt against my sex and I must say, it felt pretty damn amazing. What I did not expect was Matthew asking permission to make my hand and guided it to his cock. Always expect the unexpected with Matthew I was beginning to learn and quite frankly, I didn't expect him to do something that bold. It was also ridiculously hot and showed some backbone by him and well, balls. Oh and his cock felt great. Really fucking great, just how I imagined it to be! Now, I was just dying to see how it looked naked and hopefully completely shaven. But we weren't there just yet. The next time we would be but the next couple days I needed to prepare for it both physically and mentality. Besides I didn't know if Matt had any duct tape handy". *Evil Grin*

We talked throughout the week and saw each other a bit at the gym. Late Wednesday night of that week, Miss Beth told me She wished to go out dancing with me at a nightclub. I offered to pick Her up but She refused saying She needed to come on over and "hang out a bit to discuss a few things". I had no clue what that entailed but I braced myself for the best (that She was really liking me and wanted to take our relationship to the next level) to the worst (your fun and I am attracted to you but it was not enough). What I got instead was the biggest surprise of my life....and the happiest night of my life up to that point. And to be even more honest, our fifth date turnout to be the defining moment of my life that has brought nothing but more joy and happiness then I could ever imagine!

Miss Beth: "Oh yes, I feel the same way. And I made sure when I came over that Friday night, that I had duct tape with me". *Another Evil Grin*

 

 

Up Next: My Submission To Miss beth.

A Challenge To Our Viewers....

First of all, I want to say thank you to all out there. Matt just showed me yesterday that we have over 17,000 views of our blog already including from countries from all around the world. That is truly humbling and we say thank you from the bottom of our hearts (and Matt's red rump LOL!). We look forward to continue discussing our lives with you however I am ordering you to follow you through a bit more on your end of the bargain. Specifically, we need more feedback in the comments section. I enjoy getting fan mail but I want to see it on the blog so we can have more interactions with our fans. So I am challenging you from now on to be a more active participant. You do not write much, only a few lines if you wish and always, no question is off limits for Matt or myself to answer when it comes to our lifestyle. I even have instructed Matt to leave the comment section for anyone to write in. Now, don't you little sissy boys and girls want to please your Goddess? I thought so! Now get cracking or I tell Matt to withhold posts that he has finished. Yes, I can be that cruel or have you not figured that out yet *wicked smile*. I can tell you this much and I am sure Matt can testify to it. I can be very affectionate when I am pleased. That means you could receive a few gifts of pain mixed with pleasure!

Friday Night Fun!

 

Miss Beth's Election Night Menu

As millions of Americans stayed clued to the TV set in order to watch a close bitter election hopefully FINALLY end, we will not be. Both Miss Beth and I think it's absolutely ridicilous that we have to act like spoiled brats that get what they want, when they want. Instead, we will wait to tomorrow in order to find out who won (though we both think Obama is going to win in a close election). Therefore Miss Beth has a different agenda for us tonight. She left out Her menu of choice for me which I will share (Note: I wrote Miss Beth's instructions down so you can Her words!):

1. Magic Closet (Crossdressing):

Miss Beth: "Be ready in the magic closet by the time I get home and wait for me. Make sure you ready for transformation by having shaved smooth legs and anywhere else. Be kneeling when I come in and facing the wall (the magic closet should be noted is not an actual closet but rather a storage area we converted to be part of Her dungeon in the basement). I have not decided on your outfit tonight since I am torn between you putting on that cute black cocktail outfit I bought for you or your maid outfit. Either way, be ready for full makeup since I want Mattie to be extra pretty tonight!

2. Dinner:

Miss Beth: "Dinner will be served shortly afterwards by you. Make sure the wine is chilled unlike last time (I took a few whacks for that). You may dine with me once I served however you will be eating chicken instead of a petite steak. I am still holding denying you a few things after your fuck up on Holloween (I will write about that in another post). I expect the table to be set to my standards and the food as well. If not, I will spit the food out and make you whip something up from stratch (and if were Her, it's always something more difficult the 2nd time you do something) or make you reset the table..as I taunt and spank you for doing a poor job the first time around".

3. Worship/Admiration Time:

Miss Beth: "As I relax for a bit and drink My wine, you will be worship and adoring me in any matter I request. That tongue of yours is going to get a real workout. Ditto for those lips. If you wish to pray to your Goddess tonight (this is strictly a roleplay; my Wife knows She isn't a true God LOL), then this would be a good time to do it. Ditto for your early Christmas wish list. I know you are such a little boy at heart, it's one of the many MANY things I adore about you so if you have an idea what you want Miss Santa to bring you for Christmas this year, tonight be a okay night to do that".

4. Playtime:

Miss Beth: "Not sure on what our playtime tonight will all entail but just be ready for anything and everything. Since I got you all dressed up Mattie, it be a great night for a kidnapping my sissy boy! I can put on my leather army outfit. I know how hard that makes your dick! I expect you to fight back and not roll over even though we both know how it will end. With me posing over you in complete victory and you either KOed or begging for mercy!"

5. Strapon Time:





Note: Ignore the text above. I just thought the picture was so perfect what a Woman looks like when She is fucking Her man. Major assistance to Mistress Lisa where I found it along with the crossdressing photo. Please check out Her blog which I have link too. What a sexy dominate Woman!).

Miss Beth: "Just be ready to take it a lot up the ass tonight. Hard and fast will be the motto for me tonight, no working it in tonight my sissy bitch! I will let you lube it up with your mouth though, God have you gotten better at sucking and worshipping it. Ditto for taking it better and not fighting me when I ask you not too. It has not gone unnoticed by your Goddess. Neither has your willingness to have strapon on time. Your such a wonderful subby hubby!"

6. Sex:

Miss Beth: "Yes rejoice my pet hubby, your getting some tonight. Check that, your getting a lot! I know I have not let you cum since the whole Holloween incident (and a bit before that according to your cum diary) but your getting an early break tonight. I been craving your cock since Sunday and I plan on sucking but mostly fucking it dry. Be also prepared for your brains to be fucked out of your skull as well. Slow and soft, fast and hard ...be ready for it all tonight my hubby! LOVE YOU! Kisses and spankings, B"

I hope everyone has a wonderful night as Miss Beth planned for us. I better go though, the food is almost ready and I must make sure everything is set and be in the Magic Closet by the time my Wife gets home!



The 'Superior Ones'

http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/female-supremacy-ms-heidi/1105697329?ean=9781447587576

 

A fabulous read for those who are looking to better understand Female Superiority like I was these past few months. It truly made me understand why I been feeling submissive more and more Women beyond Miss Beth & Her circle. The tipping point was during a lunch with two interns from my office, Shea and Brianna in August:

 

 

 

Like I explained in an comment on an earlier post, both Brianna and Shea were totally fearless when it came to interacting with me and the executive staff even though They were college interns. They called me "Matt" right away, not Mister. They would come into my office every day chatting/asking questions/getting to know me on a personal level etc. Meanwhile, our male college interns could barely put two sentences together and walked around like they were little school boys. By end of the first month there, They were asking me to get coffee with them. And not long after that, we would go out too lunch together. It was during our last lunch visit that I begin to have a thought in my mind. What if They were suddenly to say, "You can go wash our car Matt".  I honestly blushed at the thought even though we were talking about something and I immediately began to cough acting like that made me turn flush. I also began to panic a bit. The reason was simple. These were my reactions to my little day dream:

 

1. Whose car wishes to be washed first?

2. Shall I polish it as well or wait for that order first?

3. Would I be lucky enough to get a nice reward for my good service?

That absolutely freak me out. Not that my thought was silly, not that it was a bit crazy considering They were college interns. No my first thought to them ordering me to wash their cars is what order and should I polish it. I began to also notice my eyes could not stop looking down at Their long tan legs and feet. I also noticed my cock was getting rock hard at the thought of serving Shea and Brianna. I believe it was in that moment I truly began to believe in Female Superiority; two college interns had completely overpowered me so much that I wanted to serve Them and be happy about it.

 

It took everything in me to not fall to my knees and ask to do Their bidding. I told Beth this during our next "Power Session". I was in Her goregous strong arms naked as I explain my thought and how it trigger a realization in my brain that Female Superiority is truly the way of the world. She kissed me gently on the forehead while playing with my hair explaining how proud She was of me and that to not worry: She will guide me during my journey and explain the do's and dont''s of what She expects now. I then asked what should I have done had They really said that. My Wife responded by saying She doesn't know them or knew They wish for me to serve Them, She would need to speak with them first on the boundaries and expectations. I finally asked respectfully what would happen if She gave Brianna and Shea the okay. My Wife smiled but then threw me to the ground. She then slam Her foot on my throat and declared:

 





US Presidential Politics....Female Superiority Style

For those who might not be unware, the Green Party is running the first all-Female ticket:
http://www.gp.org/index.php

Ironcially, these two brave Women were arrested protesting their exclusion to the "all-male party" which was the 2nd presidential debate:

http://abcnews.go.com/blogs/politics/2012/10/green-party-candidates-arrested-at-presidential-debate/

Now, we respect everyone's opinion especially our wonderful readers so this is just a suggestion of what possibly to do come November 6th:

Those living in "Battleground States": Vote your conscience. Personally, we have problems with both candidates and see pluses/minuses with each.
Those not living in "Battleground States":  Vote for Jill Stein and her vice presidential running mate Cheri Honkala!

Both Miss Beth and I believe it's LONG LONG LONG overdue that the "all-boys club" of US Presidential Politics be broken. Our country more then ever needs the guiding and nuturing of a strong, smart, superior Woman...not a typical conserative or liberal man. Women have proven time and time again over the past several decades that they are better then men in every possible way so it's about time us men gave the keys over to the sex that deserves it..Women.

And if I sound like I am embracing "Female Superiority" more it's well....because I am. Obviously my Wife deciding I will basically be a "Homemaker" had a major in it but there are other factors too which I will discuss in my next post. BTW, here is a recap on how we went over who we were voting for (We respect the right to a voters privacy therefore we will not disclose who will be punch on our ballot..nor ask you!)

During a "Power Session" at the kitchen table, Miss Beth open up some time to discuss politics and my thoughts on who we should vote for. Obviously Miss Beth "owns" my vote just like She owns everything else with me but my Wife truly is a kind and wonderful ruler, therefore She welcome my opinions and ideas. We sat for awhile and had a very intellectual and respectful discussion (Something Romney/Obama really need to learn) and afterwards, Miss Beth gushed about how well I articulated my viewpoints and how much I respected. My wife finished by saying She will keep my opinions and ideas in mind while making Her own. Then during the next "Power Session", Miss Beth respectfully sat me down and told me who we were going to vote for. :)

News Reel Update

Obviously, there is much I must update you on. And again, I am sorry that I have not kept up with the blog. A lot has been happening over the past few months and Miss Beth said to let it slide "just this once". I also appreciate all the kind words and wishes when I was sick. Meant a lot and I hope I can make it up to you. With that said, here is a quick update on some of the more popular issues on the blog:

1. Miss Jessica: Regrettably, Miss Jessica and I were unable to have a true summer of practice sessions due to my illness however we did some really good work in August including a two-week cramp session which was to say the least, a lot of fun! But it also was very eye opening as well which I will discuss in the coming days and weeks. Currently, Miss Jessica is doing extremely well during Her first semester of college (did great on Her mid-terms!) and is adjusting to the new life fabulously. She already has a few young men "on a string" and is working part-time at the dungeon however for the time being; She is just an apprentice. This actually has nothing to do with our shorten summer lessons, the Mistresses just decided in incoporating it since They wish to hire more new Mistresses. Miss Jessica now is assisting the other Mistresses with VIP clients and is on schedule to be a solo Mistress early next year. She is very happy with being the dungeon and cannot wait to go solo. We had coffee once already and hope to do so again in a few weeks along with Miss Beth & I taking Her out to dinner once Christmas Break begins. Miss Jessica wanted me to send Her wishes and that She truly was flatter by all your words and gushes.


2. Miss Beth Bodybuilding Season: Miss Beth has pretty much finish Her bodybuilding season and it went extremely well. She won in Her class twice and won a overall title along with a 3rd place showing. My Wife has one more competition left but it's more for fun so She will not be concerned with where She finishes even though there is little doubt, She will win Her weight class and compete for another overall title. She also had a lot of fun even though I wasn't there LOL! This was planned like I discussed in another post, Miss Beth wanted one more year on the circuit as a "Single Woman". Ironically, I might be joining Her for the 2nd half of the last competition, She has not decided if that is what She wishes. Next year, I will be going along with Her to every competition (at least that is the plan) assuming She will be completing Her circuit next season. It is planned to be Her last but She might not compete in every one. Again, I will explain as time goes on. Miss Beth wanted to let everyone know how awesome you are when it comes to your support of Her bodybuilding career! It makes Her work even harder!!

3. Miss Beth's Business Career: As some of you have read before, Miss Beth has been offer opportunties to leave being in the gym as a full-time trainer and instead work in a executive position. Until now, She has respectfully declined these opportunities for various reasons. Recently though, She got an offer to Her that was unacceptable to turn down. The overall compensasion was absolutely wowing (She was kind enough to let me see the offer sheet) and it is something Miss Beth believes will be rewarding yet still allow Her to train a bit which She still wants to do. She will be joining this new position at the start of the New Year. Between now and then, She continues to train full-time while looking for a new business wardrobe. If one can understand, this obviously has a major impact on my career since as I discussed before, Miss Beth wanted one of us to stay at home and take care of our family one day. Until now, She had not decided who that was going to be since Miss Beth was open in Her mind to be a stay-at Mom. The key word is until now. My Wife has decided She wishes to continue Her career even after we start a family therefore....

4. My Business Career: I have accepted the new role Miss Beth has decided for me and will become a homemaker and eventually, a stay-at home dad. Miss Beth sat me down after She came up with this decision and while She was not going to accept any attempt by me to change Her mind ("I have put my foot down and that is the final word on this; just like any issue"), She welcome any questions or concerns I might have. My only concern is that I truly wished to keep working a bit, at least until the children came and explained there was an opportunity for me to consult and work from home. I asked if we could try this for a bit assuming my company was okay with it. She thought about it and agreed though Miss Beth did warn me that if She decided I need to quit, I needed to quit immediately! I of course, accepted these terms (I have no choice) and over the past few weeks, I spoken to my boss about consulting from home instead of being a full-time employee. We have work it out that I will be transiting from a full-time employee over the next several months to a consultant. Miss Beth was okay with this since I asked Her first before saying yes. My consulting hours will be pretty heavily to start with but once the family comes, Miss Beth will make adjustments as She see fits, including quitting. For those who are curious, Miss Beth in Her new role will make more then She and I make right now...and then some so me working is more for me to contribute to the house, self-esteem and put money towards investments and entertainment...not to live off of.

That also leads me into something that will need it's own post so I will leave it at that. I did get your questions over the past few months and we will be having another Mail Bag Question Post soon.

Woman Of The New Century Example II: Anna Watson

If you have not seen Her checkout Anna Watson who is a up and coming bodybuilder.....oh and a college cheerleader.

 

She is just going to wind up owning all kinds of men especially when you consider how brillant she is too. Men better get to moments like these:

 

 



A Superior Woman in the making for sure..and yes, She does remind me of my Goddess/Mistress/Lover/Owner, Karen! :)

A word from the ruler....

Well hello all our subbie little boys (and dominate girls), it is the dominate woman you been reading about these past few months; Miss Beth. We appreciate you following us so far as we share our journey, it has been most joyous. I am making this post for several reasons. First, I have decided to add myself to Matt's blog (or you all known him as "Mr. Beth" ) and chime in when the mood strikes me. Second, I wanted to let you know that Matt is finally feeling much better. He really does appreciate all the concern and support. Third and I am sure you were wondering, he is not in trouble and no; I am not shutting down the blog LOL! I am however making him make up for some "lost time" with me therefore Matthew's committment to the following has expanded greatly: Serving/Worshipping/Playing. As a result, he doesn't have much free time so his postings on this blog will be less frequent for the time being. I am sorry for those who are disappointed but I come first. Then again, I always come first LOL! Cheer up though. I will be posting on here a bit and Matthew will be go back to his regular postings soon. In the meantime, I am going to post a few pictures on some stuff that he and I have done since his return to full time submissive husband duty.

What a goregous picture! I actually caught Matthew looking at it a few weeks ago. He keeps telling me how much he hates being turned into "Mattie" but deep down, I think he loves it too just like he does with the strapon. I never thought about this position with him but the stiletto heel to his balls while I give him a painful handjob is just devine. And I love watching him scream and moan with a mixture of pure pleasure and pain. Oh and yes, Mattie does look quite lovely, he really is a beautiful man LOL!

Awwwwwwwwww, poor little Matt he tries so hard when we have one of our sparring sessions but it always end the same way. His defeat at my hands. Matthew's wind and strength are obviously not up to the far after being sick so I taken it "easy" on him a bit; even given him a few moments of hope. But those are going away too. He does take such a beating well, never complaining. Matthew's desire to please me really has no bounds even if I gotten addicted to choking him out. I don't know what it is but the feeling of this goregous man going limp in my body is downright organismic. Oh and yes, he does wear a mouthpiece while I don't. I have no absolutely no reason too. *Evil Smile*

I believe this one is self explainatory though I must say, I been pegging Matt even more then usual lately. His ass and asshole must sting when he sits now, LOL! A word of advice to all you men out there. Everyone of you should be pegged at least once by a woman. I can't guarantee you will enjoy it, Matthew does not enjoy all of it. But you experience it once and know what it feels like especially the loss of whatever power you might feel as a man to a superior woman.
That is all for now, thank you and I will write more again in the future. *Kisses*

Note: And yes little subbie gentlemen, you may wank yourselves off like a gorilla in a zoo as long as your not taken by someone else. :)

Our First Date....

So it was all set. Our very first date. I remember running around like an idiot the day before trying to set everything up. I made sure my car was clean, had plenty of cash in my wallet and agonized on what resturant we should have lunch at. I talked with Miss Di and pleaded for help. She wasn't buying it...at least my first pleas:

Miss Diana: "Oh no loverboy, you are on your own for this one. I cannot interfer and give you all kinds of help. That wouldn't be fair to B....or yourself".
I told Her I understood but kept asking was there anything She could tell me. Even if it's something really simple. Di and I were walking around the track at the gym when this discussion took place. After awhile, She finally relented a bit:
Miss Diana: "I think your a good guy Matt and have my B's best intentions in mind. So I will help you....but in only one area! Clothes.
I look at Miss Di with a bit of confusion. How were clothes going to help me? Then it dawn on me
She was going to help me with what to wear. Stupid! LOL!

Miss Diana: "You need to wear something very nice tomorrow Matt. Don't expect that a pair of jeans and a polo will be acceptable to her. And whatever you do, don't wear shorts with B. Not on a first date even if it's really hot. You need to show her that your really committed to putting your best foot forward at all times with her. If not, kiss whatever chance you have with her goodbye. And it's just not your clothes. Make sure you are shaven, your shoes are very well shined and wearing your best watch".

I listen very carefully to Her instructions before asking if a shirt and a tie would be appropriate?
Miss Diana: "No, that more then likely would be overkill considering it's just a lunch date. Just make sure it is something really nice, but not pink. She hates pink on a guy, LOL! Then there is Beth and what She wears. That is an entirely different issue, LOL!"
That information to be very helpful. I was planning on wearing a nice polo and jeans, LOL! I thought it was nice enough to let Miss Beth know I was serious about Her but luckily, I found it wasn't and pick something else out. Miss Di went on to explain the three possible type of outfits Miss Beth could possibly have on..and what they mean:

(Jeans/Gym Shoes) Miss Diana: "If She comes out wearing a pair of jeans and either gym shoes or flat ones; game over Matt. That is B's way of saying that your are a nice guy but you have no chance in hell with anything other then being stuck in as friends. And when you are stuck in the friends category with her, there is no parole son. You're there for good. And do not think just because She looks really good in it doesn't mean you still have a chance. You don't."
Me: "I know. Beth would look good in a paperbag".
Miss Di: "Jeez Matt. Calm down those hormones for a moment will ya, LOL!"
Me: "Sorry Di, you were saying".
Miss Di: "It's okay. It is really sweet how crazy you are about her. But I have to say it again. Jeans and gym shoes equals no chance. It could be her way of signaling what your fear was earlier. That it's a sympathy date and this will be your one and only date with her.
Me: "Well at least I will know from the very start whether She is interested or not LOL!


From there, Miss Di went on:

(Sun dress) Miss Diana: "If Beth is wearing some sort of sundress, that means she could be interested in you but not a lot. Certainly not a lot up to this point. You will have a chance with her if B wears a sundress but it will take a lot of work by you in order to win her over. I am not saying it's impossible, just is difficult. At least it's better then her wearing jeans and only seeing you as a friend no matter what."
Me: "So ultimately, her wearing a sundress is a good thing?"
Miss Di: "It is and I would set my expectation that She wears a sundress. It would fit Her right now since most likely B does not want to jump into anything right now after the whole Alex fuck up".
Me: "Did She tell you that?"
Miss Diana: "I cannot say Matt you know that. But I will say that there is a chance she will wear a possible third option and if B does, that is a really good sign for you".  

Me: "What Di?"


(Nice dress/high heels) Miss Diana: "If Beth shows up in a pretty dress and high heels, then she is interested in you. I cant' tell you how much she is interested in you if she does but I can tell you she only wears a dress and high heels on a first date if she likes the guy."
Me: "How often has she ever wore a nice dress and high heels on a first date?"
Miss Diana: "Not that often Matt. Not often at all. I think you have to go all the way back to Bobby for her to wear that on a first date. I know with Alex she did not wear it".
Me: "Wow! And they dated for several months. So I should temper my expectation not to see high heels and a pretty dress."
Miss Diana: "Yes you should. And don't think just because she wears them doesn't mean your home free either sport. She could easily find reasons to not like you after that. It just means she is interested with you when the date begins. It also means she has very high expectations on how the date should go."
Me. "Really? How high??"
Miss Diana: "Very. Beth doesn't throw on a nice dress and a pair of high heels for a guy unless she expects it to go very well and lead somewhere."

She went on to explain that the lunch nature of our date was meaniless as well. She will wear a nice dress and heels if She likes you even if it's afternoon time.

That night, I had the most difficult time sleeping. I had done everything I could think of. I tried to get as much out of Miss Di as I could and with her suggestions, went out to a store and bought a new shirt to wear to go along with a nice pair of brown pants. I had my nice brown shoes cleaned, my car washed, I cleaned my best watch and even got my hair neck cleaned up. But there was so much that could go wrong and I kept thinking about Miss Beth would wear when She came out. I was hoping it be a pretty dress and heels but being scared shitless it was just going to be jeans and gym shoes which mean zero chance at love. I also kept second guessing the place I pick out for us to eat at. I knew it was one of her favorites and Miss Di had mention in passing once, "That it is her favorite place to go on like a Saturday afternoon and have their quacamole with chips." I remember Her once saying.  But it wasn't a fancy place at all. As a matter of fact, it was really just an upscale sports bar. What if she came out in this goregous dress and heels expecting us to have lunch at an upscale resturant only to take her to a sports bar resturant? Talk about blowing a chance! I wound up making a second reservation at a nice Italian resturant I knew just in case. I also hadn't spoken with Miss Beth either that night other then I did reply an email back. She wanted my phone number (She is always in control; ALWAYS) in case "something unexpected happened". I thought about asking for Hers just in case but I was so pysched about this date, I was going to make it no matter what. Plus, She had not offered my cell phone and I would find out later, I had not earned it quite yet LOL! Eventually, I fell asleep dreaming only of her and what possibly could go right tomorrow....or wrong".


I remember waking up that following morning with a ton of nervous energy even though I did not sleep that great the night before. I thought about going to the gym and workingout but I thought better of it knowing Miss Beth mostly was there either training or working and  I didn't want to see her before our date. I figured it be awkward. So I  went for a quick run before doing some basics like pushups and situps at home. I also had a light breakfast and read the morning paper while trying not to think about Miss Beth. It was very hard not too. I watched some TV for a bit before jumping in the shower and got ready. As I got ready, I watched the weather report and it stated that we should expect scatter thunderstorms and rain this afternoon. "Great", I'd thought.."I just got my frickening car cleaned". I sighed as I heard the weatherman stated it again. A bad omen perhaps? I certainly hope not! I finished getting ready and look over the directions plus myself once again before heading out to pick Miss Beth up. I also grab a large umbrella in case the weatherman was right for once.

The traffic was relatively light which I had expected and I got to Miss Beth's parents house in plenty of time. As a matter of fact, I was ten minutes early as I look at my car clock which read "11:50 AM". What to do? I thought to myself. At first, I made sure I had everything I needed. How embarrasing would it be if I forget something that I didn't check before like breath freshers or worse yet cash. I already check to see if I had my wallet and cell phone before I left the house but not those two items. I checked and had both therefore I didn't have to try and squeeze in a quick run to a gas station. I thought about ringing the bell just to let her know I was there and she should take her time. But then her instructions went off in my head: "Do not ring the bell or knock. Just be there at noon". So I decided to not ring the bell. I got out of my car and went around to lean against the passenger door. I figure it would be easy access for me to open it when She came. The next ten minutes were the longest of my life. It seemed like I lean against my car for an enternity.

Miss Beth walked out precisely at noon. And when She did, my heart began beating out of my chest. I could not believe how beautiful She looked. And as She walk down the steps of Her parents house, I realize something. This was literally the first time I was seeing Miss Beth in an outfit outside of Her gym wear. I never seen Her in anything else since I have only seen Her at the gym and the one time we went to lunch with Miss Di, She had worn Her gym clothes since She needed to head back for work. I felt like I was going to start drooling I was so turn on. It didn't even felt like it was real. It honestly felt like a dream and Miss Beth was walking on a beach somewhere going in slow motion. And that when something else dawn on me. I was so taken on how goregous She looked and how much I wanted Her, I didn't bother to check out what She was wearing which according to Miss Di "would let you know right upfront how much she was interested in you".




I look Her over intentially for a brief instinct to see what type of outfit She had on. Miss Beth was not wearing jeans so at least I wasn't in the friend zone in that way. I also noticed She wasn't wearing a sundress either so I wasn't in that category either. I got exicted as She went down the last step. Was She wearing a pretty dress and high heels? Was I guy She really fancied over? I thought....I don't know. Miss Beth was wearing a dress; that was clear. But it honestly reminded me of a white tennis outfit then a dress (It wasn't, I just struggle with Women's fashion LOL!). It was pretty and She looked goregous in it but I had no clue what it meant! Was my Wife expecting us to go play tennis before or maybe after lunch? I looked down and thought maybe Her shoes would give me a better clue. Again, no idea. They weren't gym shoes or flats so at least I wasn't again, being told no before this date even started. But at the same time, they weren't high heels either. They were someplace in the middle.
A million things were going off in my mind including the following: She was about to reach my car and I hadn't even said hello yet since I was drooling and trying to figure out what Her fucking dress meant! I tried to form the words, "Hello"in my mouth but She beat me to the punch.
Miss Beth: "Hey Matt. Nice to see you. Hope you weren't waiting long.
Me: "Not really. About 10 minutes".
Miss Beth: "Really that long? You should have rung the bell."
Me: "I was going to but you told me not too" (As I opened the car door).
Miss Beth: "Yeah I did, didn't I? You listen well I guess". (Closes the door).
Me: "You have no idea." I'd say underneath my breath as I walk over and got in.
Me: "If I may so, you look goregous today Beth". (starts the car)
Miss Beth: "Why thank you Matt. That is sweet. You look nice yourself. Where we going to eat? I'm starving".
Me: "It's a suprise"
Miss Beth: "Okay but it better be a good suprised, nobody likes a bad suprise!"
We both laugh as She said it. We talked throughout the car ride over to the resturant though Miss Beth asked if I could put some music on at one point, "for background noise". I thumb through some stations but eventually She said, "Don't you have any music that more fits a first date?" She asked. I smiled and push CD Number 2 on my car radio. A moment later, "I've Got A World On A String" began playing by Frank Siantra. She laughed. My heart sank for about the 100th time already with this Woman and we were barely 10 minutes into our first date. I had to say something to try and salvage the moment. I didn't want to blush in embarrasement again of Her thinking Frank Sinatra was for "Old Farts Or Something".

Me: "Sorry, I didn't know you did not like Frank Sinatra".
Miss Beth: "No, I love Sinatra! It's just isn't Frank normally saved for when a guy is trying to make a move on a girl sexually?"
Me: *BIG GULP "True but we did say this date was not us going out as friends. If I put on something else now, we be implying that perhaps we just want to be friends. And right now, I don't think either one of us is hoping this date leads to us being friends. At least up until this point".
Miss Beth: "I suppose not".  *Smiles*
Me: "Want me to leave it on?"
Miss Beth: "Please do".
Wow! I had finally went toe-to-toe verbally with Miss Beth and had not gotten the crap kick out of me and left embarrased. As a matter of fact, I think I score a couple points. Go me! But I quickly got off my rush of "power" and worried again. We were coming up to the resturant. What if She didn't want to go there? I had decided against my backup plan and dropped the reservation on the car ride over to pick Her up. I realized the damage would have been done regardless because She would have hated my big idea so it was pointless to have a backup plan. Be cool Matt, I thought to myself. Be cool. And as we drove, the heavens open up and a down pour begin. Terrific I thought to myself, the weathermen are finally right! Bad omen indeed!! At least I remember to pack that large umbrella.

We pulled up to the resturant and thankfully, Miss Beth did not leave me dangling:
Miss Beth: "Oh I was kinda hoping we were going here! I love this place! They got the best guacamole ever! How did you know to take me here?"
Me: "Like you said earlier, I listen well." *Smiles*
Miss Beth: "You listen very well apparently. Unexpected". *Smiles back*
I pulled the car to the front of the resturant and got out grabbing my umbrella from the back seat. It was raining cats and dogs and there was a bit of sidewalk before you got under the roof  of the resturant therefore I didn't want Her to get wet. I ran over to Her side, opened the umbrella and then Her door. I reach down for Her hand with my right hand as I held the umbrella with my left. As I open the car door. I notice something I had never seen before; Miss Beth looking suprised.
Miss Beth: "Wow... *She takes my hand and gets underneath the umbrella..again pure magic for me when I take Her hand*.....most unexpected Matthew."
Me: "I didn't want you to catch cold Beth". I'd smile at Her and honestly, I wanted to kiss Her right then and right there. But She beat the crap out of me for trying that move so I'd just walk Her to the door and ran back to my car in order to park it.
Me: "Go in Beth please, no reason to wait in the rain. The reservation is under my name".
Miss Beth: "I don't mind waiting Matt. I'll be here when you get back."

I slam the door to my car after I closed my umbrella, got all tingly and parked the car. I then went to the front where Miss Beth was still at waiting for me underneath the overhead. I escorted Her in, we got our table and had an absolute fabulous lunch. We had their guacamole and chips as an appitizier and it was just how Miss Beth had describe it; the best. We laughed a lot and it seemed like our conversasion was endless. No awkward pauses. I had been worried that we would have nothing to say to each other but the opposite was happening. We had too much to talk about. We also flirted quite a bit or well, at least I tried to flirt with Her. I also noticed She'd laughed whenever I made a joke or tried to be funny which I took as a good sign. We had lunch, a few beers too (God did She turn me on when order a beer) split a dessert and even had tea. Everything was perfect except I still didn't knew what Her outfit meant. I even called Miss Di quickly when Miss Beth went to the bathroom at one point. I told Her about it but She wasn't giving me any help: "I don't have a clue loverboy. You are on your own now remember, LOL!" While we were having tea, I looked at my watch. Holy smokes it was nearly 3:00 PM. That means we had been at the resturant for over 2 hours and a half hours now. I mentioned to Miss Beth how late it had gotten and She had the same reaction.
Me: "What is it you wish to do now?"
Miss Beth: "What do you mean?"
Me: "Well when you agreed to our date, you said after lunch you would see what you felt like doing".
Miss Beth "Is this your attempt to continue our date?"
Me: "No, that wasn't part of our agreement. I am just asking what you felt like doing".
Miss Beth: *Smiles* "You know. You should have been a lawyer and not a architect Matthew. You know that right?"
Me: "My mother has always told me that".
Miss Beth: "She is a smart lady".
Me: "Aren't all women?"
Miss Beth: "Careful now Matt. You don't want to kiss up that much to me. But you are right. And I should answer your question. Well, I don't feel like going home just yet. Do you?"
Me: "Not in the slightest".
Miss Beth: "Did you take care of the bill?"
Me: "Yes and no, you can't give any money for it".
Miss Beth: "We will see about that later. But right now, I am in the mood to catch a late maintee movie. What about you?"
Me: "I'd be game".
Miss Beth: "Good I saw a newspaper on the bar. Let's go checkout some movie times"
Miss Beth grabbed me by the hand and dragged me over to the bar. I nearly crapped my pants I was so turn on. She opened the newspaper and we thumbed through our picks. There was crap out. The big movies that weekend were "Talladega Nights" and "Snakes On A Plane". Terrific. Neither movie was something you wanted to be your first date. Will Ferrell doing NASCAR jokes and Samuel J Jackson stuck on a plane with snakes. Neither one worked in my mind. I thumbed through it some more and noticed that "The Devil Wears Prada" was playing in a bit and we could make it. I figure that was better then the other choices. I also notice just before I spoke, She jumped ever so slightly.
Me: "The Devil Wears Prada" is starting in about twenty minutes. We can go see perhaps I'd said.
Miss Beth: "You really want to see "The Devil Wears Prada?"
Me: "Why did you see it?"
Miss Beth: "I'd asked you first".
Me: "Kinda. It does have Anne Hathaway in it. And she is a talented actress and pretty."
Miss Beth: "She is goregous I have to admit that. So you wish to watch Miss Anne Hathaway for the rest of the afternoon?."
Me: "No. I rather watch you all afternoon but I'll settle for Anne Hathaway if you want to see it".
Miss Beth: *Laughs*. "Oh dear me Matt. Where on earth did you come from?"
Me: "I am one of a kind".
Miss Beth: "LOL! Fair enough."
Me: "Then it's settle then. "The Devil Wears Prada in 20 minutes".
Miss Beth: "Nope, let's go see "Snakes On A Plane. It will be fun."
And off we went.



We went to the movie and had a blast. She bought our tickets but I insisted I buy our two bottles of water and a small popcorn that we split. I guess we were both full from lunch because we didn't even finish the small bag. The movie was dumber then shit but we laughed throughout the entire thing, cracking jokes. The theater was mostly empty so we didn't bother anyone and She put up Her feet on the chair in front of us and had me do the same. Sometime in the middle, I reached for Her hand but stumbled as I did so. It didn't matter though because She was already reaching for mine and wasn't fumbling. Our hands connected and we both gave each other a look and a smile. We were like a couple of teenagers and I was in heaven. It was going better then I ever expected. We held hands on the way to the car after the movie and of course, I opened the door for Her like I did all day long.

I drove Her home and we started the ride by laughint and talking. It had been a fun day; a great date really. The best date of my life I thought to myself as we got close to Her house. But something strange happened as we got close to Her house, She began shutting down. Miss Beth really stop talking other then answering a question I had or something. For the first time all day we were having awkward silences. Maybe I had been too bold in holding Her hand. Or maybe it was while it was a fun date, that's all it was. We pulled our to Her driveway and I was very nervous. I'd thought something was wrong but I tried to press on:
Me: "May I walk you to the front door, make sure you get in all right".
Miss Beth: *Looking straight ahead* "No".
Me: "I had a wonderful time with you Beth. I hope we can -------"
And that is when it happened. Before I could even blink, Miss Beth had grabbed me by the collar, pull me towards Her and began kissing my lips. I was honestly in a state of pure shock for a moment and thought I wasn't kissing back at all so I made sure to quickly get into it. Her lips? Pure heaven. Her tongue? Pure heaven. Everything about Her was pure heaven including our She kissed which was perfect. I also notice She was in completely control of our kiss but I could care less. My head was tilted in a way Miss Beth could massage my face and grab my neck which She was doing and the only one of us to make a "mmmmmmmmmm" sound was me. We kissed like that for quite a bit. It was honestly the best kiss of my life and did not want to end but like everything else, it had to end. My head was spinning when we finished. We just look at each other for a few moments after we finished. Miss Beth was giggling very quietly so I'd knew She at least sort of like it. I then spoke something stupid but I guess sweet:
Me: "Anne Hathway has gotten nothing on you Beth *catching my breath*. Nothing".
Miss Beth: *Smiles* "I am glad you feel that way."
Me: *Trying to act cool* "I had a great time B, I hope we can see each other soon".
Miss Beth: "I had a wonderful time too Matt. Give me your cell phone please".
I grabbed my cell phone and quickly handled it to Her. She programmed Her number into my phone and handled it back to me".
Miss Beth: "Call me at 9 PM sharp tomorrow night. Got it?"
Me: "Got it! Goodnight! Sure I cannot walk to your door or at least open the car door".
This is where it got strange..at least for a moment. Miss Beth was about to get out of the car and has I am saying my goodbye, She is reapplying Her lipstick. Weird I'd thought. Why should be putting more lipstick now that She was home? Maybe Miss Beth's parents where home and didn't want them to see She just sat in their driveway for the past few moments and was smooching with him. I would find out that thought was completely wrong.

Miss Beth: "No I got Matt it. Thank you again for a wonderful time...*about to open the car door but stops*. "Oh Matt. One last thing."
Me: "What is it?"
Miss Beth: "Do you carry a handkerchief?"
Me: "Yeah I do. Why?"
Miss Beth:*Smiling* "I thought so. Can I see it?"
Me: "Sure I'd guess." *I reached into my back pocket and grab my handkerchief. I then handled it to Her.
Miss Beth: *She looks down at it for a good moment smiling. She then puckers Her lips and gives it a good long kiss leaving Her lip marks on it since she puckered them. She then hands it back to me giggling again ever so slightly. She then looks deep into my eyes. "Miss me Matt, okay?"
Me: "Honestly, I already miss you. Will you miss me?"
Miss Beth: "I will think about it" *smiles and winks opens the door and leaves walking slowly back to Her house. She looked back as She gets to Her door and smiled. I watch in awe and smile back. When She got in, I drove off..for about a block. Then I stopped the car and exhaled so deeply and just shook. My God, I cannot believe that just all happened. I look down at the handkerchief and notice my cock was rock hard. Wow. I don't even think two cold showers is going to take care of that! I did call Her right at 9 PM the following night and we stay up to nearly 3 AM the last morning talking. Among our topics that night...our second date.

Coming up next: Our second date.

Appendix: Miss Beth would like to use a moment and use the "50 Shades Of Grey" style of writting so the Dom could give a few thoughts after I wrote what happened:
1. Her first impression of me after She'd walkout: "I thought he looked so damn hot. Part of me wanted to throw him on the car and just start kissing him right then and there. He was so put together and yet he did not go overboard with his outfit by wearing some ridicilously priced shirt. I also noticed he was a bit tongue tied when I walk down the stairs so I spoke first. It was really cute. I also liked how he was waiting to open the car door for me. Made me feel like a special young lady from the very first moment."
2. Frank in the car: "I like how he sparred with me. He didn't back down to whatever I said. He challenged me at the right time but had been respectful about it. I liked it. It showed he had a backbone even if I wanted him to be a submissive man. Plus I got to bring up sex first with him and make him squirm for a few moments. I loved it when he squirms!"  
3. Getting the umbrella for Her and walking Her to the door of the resturant: "Like I said at that very moment...very unexpected. Matt seemed to be a gentleman so I'd knew he do something for me and not have me walk in the pouring rain. I expected him to just drop me off in front but if we parked and he just carried an umbrella in the rain, that be okay too but a bit disappointing. The fact he not only dropped me off but got out and walk me to the door with an umbrella was extremely unexpected and honestly made me a bit hot. When I stood up and was walking with him, I was unopposed to him kissing me at that point. I wanted to kiss him first and felt like the moment wasn't right for that yet but if he went ahead and kiss me then, I wasn't going to get that upset".
4. Jumping at the bar while we look at the newspaper: "I was trying to be all cutsy with him and rub the heel of my foot on his leg. I know I was putting him through a lot of tests and could be really rough on him so I wanted to have a moment where I wanted to let him know that I really did like him and yes, was a bit smitten with him as well. The dumbass though moved his leg just as I was about to touch his so it startled me ever so slightly. The dumbass also failed to notice I wasn't really looking at the movie times. I knew I wanted to go see "Snakes On A Plane" even though it was a horrible movie. But that was the whole point. If you could have a good time with someone while watching a terrible movie, you have someone. So I didn't look at the paper really. I'd just look at him and smiled".
5. Not wanting me to pay for everything: "I didn't want to think I was some sort of free loader and just interested in him because he was pretty successful and I was just out of college. Besides, if we wind up together; I be controlling his money at anyrate so what is the difference, LOL!"
6. What the white dress meant: "As Matt said, he doesn't have a good understanding but I can see how it could remind him of a white tennis dress. It had kinda a similiar cut. Why did I wear it? I wore it because I bought the dress the day we meet a few months ago and thought it would be really cute if I were to ever went out with him for some reason. Turns out it was a smart purchase. And yes, the dress and mid heels meant I was interested in him. Very very interested in him. :)
7. The handkerchief kiss: "Just pulling him stronger into my web. I knew he was really into me but just in case he forget for a moment or didn't realize I was really into him, he remember".
8. Why She didn't let me walk Her to the door: "I already planned on how I was going to say goodnight and we didn't have to leave his car. Plus, I still had plenty of tests for him and wanted him to continue chasing. Besides, my parents were not home and weren't going to be home so if we walked to the door, I be tempted to ask him in. And if I asked him, then I don't know if I could control myself with him especially since I didn't have any ducktape handy. *Smiles*