It was a interesting movie though we both agreed it didn't truly understand D/S relationships and *spoiler alert* the ending was so ridiciliously dumb. But it is worth a rental if your interested and both Miss Beth and I agreed that the star, French film star Lizzie Brochere who is slowly becoming a star here is insanely hot and is very believeable as a end of life nurse who also secretly is a professional Dominatrix.
What was more interested IMO is what happen to me after the movie. *Spoiler Alert* In an earlier scene, Sophie (Lizzie Brochere's character) is called away from a session to take care of a dying Woman. As She does, Sophie locks Her slave in a cage for the time being.
Why is this significant? Like I stated before, I have some limits and even though it's not a hard limit, I sometimes struggle with being locked in a cage due to be slightly claustrophobic. Miss Beth is aware of this therefore it's not often She locks me in our cage or truly long periods of time. But something click for me in the movie. As I watched it (and for awhile afterwards), I kept thinking about that scene. She locked in a cage and left. Just left the apartment to take care of a dying Woman so who knows when She will be back. But he trusted Her so much that he was fine with it. So a couple nights ago I was looking at Miss Beth as She was sleeping. And I realized that I really do trust Miss Beth with everything including my own life. Therefore Monday Night, I asked Miss Beth if She would locked me in the cage more often and for longer periods of time (assuming of course that would please Her). She was a bit suprised by my request but also happy..
Miss Beth: "Are you sure your okay with that?"
Me: "Yes Miss Beth if it will please You more."
Miss Beth: "It will".
So fast forward to today. I am finishing folding the laundry on the living room couch. I look up and see my Wife holding my collar...and leash. I immediately got my knees without saying a word knowing the routine and got into position.
She took me down the stairs and into our dungeon. I wasn't sure what She had planned but as Miss Beth drag me to the cage, I knew.
Miss Beth: "I'll come down and get you when I am ready". is all She said.
I lost track of time but I had to be done there close to two hours, just locked up in my cage. There was a point I felt a bit anxious but it went away pretty quietly. About the biggest problem was I had to pee for the last 30 minutes or so LOL! Other then that, it was beautiful. And ironically I felt more safe and loved then I did submissive and humiliated. A very odd feeling considering where I was.
I also have pushed my limits in other areas, a few I talked about (Crossdressing and peggings) and one I haven't which I hope to address down the road. And like I said, checkout "After Winter Fall". We love to hear others thoughts on it!
